adopted by albert

"i failed"

              • SH WARNING •

I went upstairs and sat on my bed. I pulled out my diary and wrote:

"Pain in the body quiets the pain in the pain in the head. I watch as the scissors sit there. I watch as blood drips down my wrist, to my hand, to my finger tips. It has been a sad week.. Can you see it in my eyes?"

I close my diary and lay down in my bed covering my face with my hands. A tear falls down my face. I get up and put bandaids on my wrist and i put on a big hoodie. 

"MAX!!!!" Albert yelled, "ITS TIME FOR DINNER!" i wipe the tears of my face and go downstairs. I eat dinner then i go back up to my room. I open up my diary and wrote some more.

"I cut and cut and cut untill i feel like I'm going to faint. The pain is deserved."

I felt sick. I felt like I was going to faint. Then it went black. The blood dripped down my wrist and on to the carpet. (I was sitting on the ground)

*Knock knock* "max?" *More knocking* "are you in there? I'm gonna come in." Albert opens the door and then he sees me. He immediately runs to my and looks for paper towels. He finds some and wraps them around my arms. "No no no MAX!" he said as he started tearing up. "MAX WAKE UP." he dials 911,

911 opparator: 911 what's your emergency?

Albert: MY DAUGHTER IS ON THE FLOOR. SHE ISNT BREATHING AND IT LOOKS LIKE SHE WAS DOING SH SEND AN AMBULENCE FAST.

911 opparator: I'm sending people out there right now.

I wake up in the back of an ambulance and i have no thoughts in my mind i was just laying there. Completely numb. I couldn't move, or speak, or even show emotion. I failed. Most people would think that's a good thing but, now Albert knows. I'm going to get sent to a mental hospital.. or a therapist, or even just a normal hospital "hopefully"

•alberts pov•

After she gets sent in the ambulance i turn around and go back into the house. I start crying. My poor daughter.. i go into her room and try to find some clues. All i could find was a note and the diary i gave her. The note was from this mean girl "Jessica" i opened her diary and i saw that she had already finished a page in it. But it wasn't what i was expecting.

Max                                        3-12-23

"Pain in the body quiets the pain in the pain in the head. I watch as the scissors sit there. I watch as blood drips down my wrist, to my hand, to my finger tips. It has been a sad week.. Can you see it in my eyes?"

"I cut and cut and cut untill i feel like I'm going to faint. The pain is deserved."
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I felt so bad for her. I hope she's okay..