STYLE

Im sorry

Stans POV-
I was so angry, why was I jealous, I wanted to burst out crying,
But I was still at the park,
"Hey uh, imma go, I'll see you later.."
the last part of my sentence was mumbled.
"Oh, okay, love you." Kyle said to me in his sweet tone,
He never gets me mad
Sometimes makes me jealous tho,
As I walked away,
I thought of being drunk,
Hell no, I am clean for one year now, no
-
As I reached home I went into my basement and grabbed a bottle of whiskey,
"What am I doing.." I said to myself
I was holding the urge to drink the bottle
"Fuck it"
I chugged down the bottle and threw the bottle away,
As I went back upstairs and walked in my room
I was really drunk,
I couldn't think straight,
Then my phone rang
"Hello- *hic*"
"Hey Stan, you doing okay?"
"Y-yeah"
I was slurring my words, I couldn't even see properly
"Stan no your not, your fucking drunk again, im coming over,"
"No d-dont *hic*"
"Yes I am,"
Kyle hanged up and I was sitting there
I was panicking in the inside
"Coolllll"
I started to hallucinate,
I saw some pretty epic things,
I heard a knock on my door,
I left my room and looked at the stairs
"I cant go down,"
I went down and tripped at the last stairs,
"Ugh,"
The knocking got louder
I got up and went to the door
"Stan, you bitch you were clean for one year!" Kyle yelled at me coming in
I was just standing there hallucinating
"STAN,"
I closed the door and wobbly walked to the couch,
"Dude, now I gotta take care of you,"
"Y- *hic* don't have to-"
"Yes I do, then you pass out"
I groaned
—kyles POV—
"Ugh!"
I sat down next to him and glared at him
"Why did you drink in the first place,"
"Your bitchy friend, Lexi was trying to take me away f- *hic* from you,"
"Stan, the fuck! She isn't! She is my friend and she doesn't find me attractive in anyway!"
"She might be l-lying!"
"Well she isn't"
"Ugh,"
Stan started to zone out
"Honey, you gotta stop over thinking,"
I asked worried
Stan was zoning out
I left him alone,
Then he rested his head on my shoulder and fall asleep
I went on my phone and texted the GC
—GC—
Craig: fuck you, ya pussy,
Cartman: i aint a pussy! You are!
Craig: THEN WHY DID YOU LEAVE WHILE YOU WANTED TO FIGHT?
Kyle: what's going on
Cartman: Craig thinks I left the fight but he actually did!
Craig: WHAT THE FUCK? When we get to that school im gonna beat ur ass
Cartman: yea okay queer
Kyle:stfu fatass! U know im queer too!?
Cartman: oh yeah! That diary of yours! I still have photos
kyle: YOU WHAT?
|cartman has left the gc|
Kyle:OMG NO
Craig: he sent them to me
Kyle: fuck, please dont read it!
Craig: obsessed with Stan? Geez im obsessed with tweek, your not alone
-@tweek-
Tweek: its obvious Craig.
Craig: dang.
Kyle: tweek did fatass send you photos?
Tweek: he just did
Kyle: DONT OPEN THEM!
Tweek: ohhh, photos of your diary,
Kyle: fuck this,
-Kyle is now offline-
—END OF GC—
shit, now everyone is gonna know my obsession with Stan
"Holy shit what happen," Stan said on my shoulder
"You drank" I said
"Kyleee im bored,"
"You just woke up,"
"So, pleeeasseee"
"Fine what do you wanna do?"
"Maybe we can.. you know? Fuckkkk~"
Stan went closer to me
"Stanley no your drunk right now"
"Ugh."
Stan hugged me tight
While I sat there
Stan ran
"Stanley?"
I got up and knew that he went to go throw up
He went to the washroom and threw up
"Ugh.."
"You should've never drank,"
"Fuck off kyle.."
"Wow"
I left the bathroom and went downstairs
I sat down at the couch and went on my phone
Then on social media
——————notifications—————-
Cartman has posted a photo!
Craig has replied your comment
Bebe liked your comment!
1029 people has liked your photos
——
Cartman posted a photo,
I clicked on it and saw 104 photos of my diary
And my, files
"OMG NO!"
I yelled and turned weak fast
"Holy shit what happen"
Stan said from upstairs
"Fuck off stan! Im leaving!"
"Cool cya tomorrow"
"I hate you when your drunk,"
I left the house and cried on my way home..
They all found out that I was a victim.
(Kyle was raped At the age of 6. He was in therapy for 4 years, but everyone had found out what happen
This did not happen in the real southpark show, this is just something of Kyle that happen to him in this story,)
My phone kept on buzzing,
It was all from instagram,
"Great!"
I cried more and the only person I trusted was stan, and lexi
But Stan is drunk,
So I called lexi
"Hello?"
"Hi lexi its me, Kyle."
"Hi Kyle! Are you okay?"
"No, my files were leaked on instagram.."
"Files?"
"Im not gonna ask, its none of my business.."
"Its my rape files,"
"Oh my daze! Im sorry! Wanna come over?"
"Yes please"
"Okay! Be safe."
I hanged up and grabbed my bag
And ran to lexis house
As I made it there I knocked on her door
She answered and hugged me
"Hi! Come in!"
I came in and saw how neat her house is,
She lead me upstairs to her room
When I came in her room
It was all neat and tidy with two cats on her bed
"Awe you have cats! They are so cute!"
I said running to the cats
"Yep!"
"Thank you for inviting me.."
"No problem! And again im so sorry for what happen.."
"Its not your fault.."
"Why did you talk to me instead of Stan?"
"He was drunk, and a dick,"
"Ohh.. I hope nothing bad happens between you guys, your relationship with him is really cute!"
"Thanks!"
I hugged her and she hugged back,
"My phone keeps on blowing up,"
I check to see everyone talking in the gc
——————GC————-
cartman:THATS what you GET Kyle,
Tweek: you asshole! Delete those now! Thats private information of kyles!
Cartman: how is it like to be raped by a man? Do you love it? Weirdo!
Craig: DUDE THATS WRONG DELETE THAT!
Tolkien: holy shit
Clyde: i cant believe it dawg
Stan: could you guys shut the fuck up? I cant even watch porn in peace.
Tolkien: DONT you have a bf to fuck with?
Stan: he is busy I think
Kyle: Stop with the BS, you told me to fuck off while I was there trying to help you while your fucking drunk!
Stan: I was drunk? I never knew you were there too
Kyle: fuck you stan,
Stan: wha
——-Kyle has left the GC—
I cried in front of Lexi
"Oh dear what happen!"
"Stan changed.. all because he said he was jealous of you.."
"Me? Why me?"
"He thought that you liked me and I liked you,"
"I like you as a friend tho"
"Same!"
"He got drunk  because of that,"
"I see..."
I put my head on lexis shoulder and me and her watched movies..
——Stan's POV—-
——GC—-
Stan: wha
Tolkien: did you guys just break up?
Tolkien: all because of  u getting drunk?
Stan: I dont think I was drunk
Clyde: danggg broke up for the 10th Time? The 9 others are Wendy btw
Stan: leave me Tf alone you cunts.
Tolkien: strong word dude
Clyde:okay jeez
Tweek: woah
Craig: your a cunt you f@&G.
—-
I sat there
"What have I done..."
I Went to the bathroom to wash up and texted Kyle
Stan: hey uh, im Sorry.. can you forgive me..
—-delivered at 12:10—-
—-read at 12:14—-
Kyle: I Dont know, give me some time, a lot is going on..
Stan: okay.. gn..
Kyle: gn.
-
I put my phone down and Went on instagram.
"What the?"
"Holy shit!"
I gasped and stared at my phone
These photos,
Well not the writing ones, his files.
He was raped?..
I feel so bad!
I was a dick when I was drunk
Omg
I stared at my phone and saw my notifications blowing up also
"Stan marsh been broken up with for the 10th Time😂"
"Stan, how is it like to date a person who was raped? Is he still scared?"
I couldn't believe my eyes, I was shocked to see that these comments and mentions of Me. Were blowing up,
I stared at the comments and didn't know what to do,
So I shut my phone and went to bed
——-
—-kyles pov—-
I went back home and went to bed.
I woke up to see my phone vibrating
It was Stan calling me
"Hello."
"Honey.. im sorry, who posted that?"
"Posted wha- oh."
"Are you okay for now?"
"Yes yes I am.."
"Im sorry for being a dick.."
"I still love you."
"People say we broke up... did we broke up?"
"Nooo! Why would we break up over one argument!?"
"I DONT know.."
"I have to go now.. cya baby"
"Bye."
I hanged up and got out of bed,
It was 6:10 AM
And its school,
I went to the bathroom and  did a quick shower,
After I was done I brushed my teeth and tried to comb my hair
"Fuck! This is the 10th time my comb broke!"
I left the washroom and changed into a black sweater and jeans
"Today will be a shitty day, I know it."
I went down and ate my breakfast,
"Honey, someone has posted somethi-"
"I know mom. I know, p-please DONT bring it up.."
"Okay honey,"
My mom hugged me tight and I hugged her back
I left the house and walked to the bus stop,
Stan caught up with me
He pulled me and hugged me
"Kyle!" He yelled tearing up
"Stan! W-what's wrong?"
"Th-that post! Dude! I an scared for you to go to school! Lets ditch!" Stan said sobbing
"I cant ditch.."
"Please! You saw those comments right?" Stan said
"Yes I did.. Im gonna face it.."
Stan sighed and kissed me
"I hate when I was a dick."
"I hate when you drink."
"Good point.."
Stan and I walked to the bus stop and saw Kenny and cartman "HAHAHA LOOK WHOS HERE! THE RAPED JEW!"
"dude thats wrong!" Kenny said to cartman.
—-Stan's pov—-
After I heard that.. I snapped I ran to cartman and beat him up real badly,
I punched his face over and over again till Kenny pulled me away
"Holy shit! He aint moving!"
The bus came and me and Kyle Went on as cartman was knocked out there by himself,
As we took our seats, I sat next to Kyle,
"THE FREAK IS ON THE BUS!!!"
I heard someone say inside the bus everyone laughed and I pulled Kyle closer to me
"Awe look! The raped Jew and the emo  broken guy is back together!"
Kyle started to sob and I hugged him
"We should've ditched.."
He mumbled
As we arrived me and him got off the bus and ran inside,
we went to our lockers until we reached to kyles...
There were notes and death threats At his lockers,
Kyle started to tear up,
And he ran to the bathroom,
"Bro WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH EVERYONE! YOU ARE ALL INDIVIDUAL CUNTS THAT THINKS MAKING FUN OF SOMEONE WHO WAS RAPED AT THE AGE OF 6  IS COOL, ITS NOT, YOUR BEING STUPID AND A FUCKED UP PERSON IF YOUR GOING GO DO THAT," Everyone heard and they all looked guilty,
"GET THAT IN YOUR HEADS PEOPLE."
I ran to the bathroom. And saw Kyle on the ground sobbing
"Kyle? Honey!"
I ran to him and pulled him for a hug
"Dont listen to them!"
"I dont think we should stay here Stan.. lets get out of here.."
I helped Kyle up and we left the school,
We went to the pond together and sat down at the bench,
"I hope things will get better."
"Yea me too.."
"Can we make out?"
"What?"
"Im joki-"
Kyle kissed me and we basically made out..
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Hi
I haven't made anymore till now since I was busy. But anyways I made another one and I need ideas, can someone give me ideas? Well uh imma sleep now its like 12 AM and a schools night so. Good night muffins!