STYLE

Is there something going on? (Self harm, violence)

Wendys pov-
I felt guilt now,
Stanley doesn't like me anymore
But I want him to love me,
I want KYLE TO DIE
but I don't want to cause problems
I went in my drawer and took a gun out

"It's time."
I grabbed my bag and a box of gloves
I took out my phone and texted Heidi and red to come to the abandon building
——
Kyles pov—
"LET ME OUT OF HERE."
I yelled
I just want to go home..
"Morning!!"
Wendy yelled out from the door
She opened and revealed me
She closed the door behind with the other two on her side,
"look, I won't tell anyone about this, I will block Stan on everything, I will avoid him, and never speak to him."
I plead.
"I don't believe you!"
Wendy laughed and grabbed a gun from her.. bag
I stared at the gun
She walked toward me
"One more chance, okay?"
I nodded
"Ur free!"
She untied me and I got up,
I was shaking,
And dry blood on my sleeves
"Thanks."
as I was running to the door
Wendy grabbed me
"Wait a second,"
"What?"
"Block him on everything,"
"Okay I will,"
"INFRONT of me"
God..
Wait. Where is my phone?
"I don't have my phone with me."
"Oh yeah! Heidi! Get the bag!"
Heidi came out with my bag,
And gave my phone
"Do it."
"Okay okay."
I opened instagram,
and searched up Stan's account,
Blocked..
I went on Snapchat,
Blocked,
I was going through apps to block Stanley,
My arms were killing me
The cuts and bruises,
I can't even think I should live anymore
Blocked,
Blocked
Blocked..
-
"Show me,"
I gave Wendy my phone to look through the apps
"Perfect!"
Wendy smiled and I looked at her
I was going to cry
I smiled softly,
And walked out the building
I hate this life, SO MUCH..
I was beginning to run home.
RUN. I HAVE TO RUN.
I was all the way to the end of southpark,
I ran, I kept on going.
-
I made it.
i opened the door
"KYLE!?"
My mom yelled running towards me
"Hi.."
My mom hugged me with tears dropping down her eyes,
My dad wasn't home because he went to the police to find me,
"oh MY GOD! YOUR ARMS"
My mom grabbed my arm and pulled the sleeves..
"K-Kyle?"
"Is there something going on?"
My mom asked softly looking straight into my eyes,
"No ma. I'm fine. I'm home now. Can I go rest?"
"I-.. sure.."
My mom let go and I went up stairs to my room,
I begin to change out of my bloody clothes
I walked into the bathroom to clean my wounds
I grabbed hydrogen peroxide and sprayed it in my arm
"GOD FU#CKING-"
I took heavy breathes
And covered my arms with bandages..
I walked out the room and saw Ike looking at me
"K-Kyle?"
"Hi ike."
Ike ran to be and hugged me tight
"Where have you been! A-and your arms.."
I looked at him
I felt so bad
But I didn't do this.
I never wanted to do this,
I started to cry
As Ike hugged me
"It's okay Kyle. Your safe here now..."
I hugged Ike back and let go and started to walk in my room
..
—-Stan's POV—-
FUCK IT,
I grabbed a blade out of my pocket and pulled my sleeves,
grabbing the blade I had in my hand and slicing it to my arms
EVERY SINGLE CUT IS EVERY SINGLE PAIN I GET,
Kyle blocked me on EVERYTHING,
There is no way I can even contact him.
What did I do in the first place..
I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't notice my mom standing at the door
Shocked and tears starting to flow up.
"S-Stanley.."
SH1T
I dropped the blade and covered my arm
My mom ran to me,
Tears falling down as she looked at me
"Stanley.. is there something going on?"
"I- no nothing is going on.."
My mom started to break down as she saw the blood on the blade
And blood dripping down my arm.
My mom slowly backed away and left my room
"What have I done.."
I looked at my arm,
Bloody and soar.
"I should just clean this up."
I grabbed a paper towel and placed it on my wounds, I flinched and started to tear up because of the pain..
I ran to the bathroom and washed my wounds
And spray hydrogen peroxide on my cuts..
"OW OW OW."
i inhaled deeply and just left my arms like that..
—-
I'm such a baby,
I should just get over with this..
"Stan."
I heard a familiar voice behind my door.
"Y-yes..?"
my dad walked in my room
I was in my bed blankets all over me.
"Stan.. what's going on?"
I stood quiet...
————
—kyles pov—-
I was in my room, quiet
I know that Wendy is watching me..
Watching every where I go,.
Tracing my movement.
I can never feel safe anymore,
Never...
"Kyle."
Ike said at the door,
"Hm?"
"you missed dinner and daddy went to a different town for work.."
"Ok."
"Kyle is something going on?"
"No Ike just leave me be."
Ike nodded and walked away..
I should just.. go to sleep, it's a schools night anyways
———
Stans POV—
I woke up to the sounds of my phone,
Notifications from eavesdropper..
what if it's the rumors of me and Kyle breaking up.. I mean it's true but... yea..
I got up and went to the bathroom to get ready,
"Me and Kyle are.. still best friends right?"
I think not..
———
I grabbed my bag and hurry out the door
I skipped breakfast AGAIN,
so what anyways,
I rushed to the bus stop
And saw cartman and Kenny..
"Where's Kyle?"
I asked to them
"Oh is Stanley gonna beg him back?"
"F%#CK off"
I Stand Next to them ignoring their conversations.
the bus came
as I got in I noticed everyone staring at me..
God.
I took the empty seat and sat there on my phone.
I looked at eaves dropper and saw this whole article of me and Kyle.
"2 gay BESTFRIENDS broken up? How convenient!"
I was so mad, honestly..
I cannot wait to meet Kyle and SETTLE OUR problems,
we made it to the school and I got off and ran, looking for Kyle,
I went inside and saw Kyle at his locker
"KYLE!"
———kyles POV——
My heart stopped when I heard someone call out my name..
I ignored,
"Kyle what's going on.."
I grabbed my stuff and walked away from him..
I rushed to class and felt a sharp pain to my chest,
I put my head down,
"Broflovski,"
I put my head up to see Mr Garrison,
"Is there something going on?"
"GOD DAMMIT NOTHING IS GOING ON JUST.. leave me alone." I yelled out.
Everyone looked at me and started to whisper to the person behind or beside...
I put my head down beginning to tear up,
i want to just go home,
..
I remember carrying a blade with me before, because Stan cut his arm 5 years ago, and I was there to stop him.
I still have it with me,
maybe I should....
"Can I use the washroom.."
"Sure."
I got up and went through my pockets,
Bingo.
I went to the washroom and went to the sink to clean the blade
"3..2...1."
I made my wounds worser and worser,
until i heard the bathroom door open,
——Stan's POV—-
"Kyl-Kyle?"
I looked at him and ignored him..
"KYLE, you have been ignoring me ALL DAY
WHATS GOING ON?"
"JUST FU$CK OFF STAN."
i looked at his arm,
Bloody,
i grabbed his arm
"The fuxk?"
...
Kyle stared at his arm
"Dude.."
"Leave me alone."
"You have bruises."
"Just leave me alone."
Kyle pulled down his sleeve and ran out."
Leaving me behind,
Who's doing this to him?..
I left the washroom and saw Kyle at his desk crying
I want to hug him but it's not the right time....
I went to my desk and saw the blood forming on his jacket
I was going to cry. I feel bad..
I put my headphones on and slept through class
-
I woke up with the room dark.
"What time is it?"
I jerked my head up and checked my phone
8:30!?
40 missed calls..
From mom, Shelly, and dad..
I got up and grabbed my bag,
I hope none of the doors are locked,
I found an Exit and ran towards it
As I left the school
I ran home,
i DIDINT EVEN LOOK where I was going
And bumped into someone
"OW!"
"Holy Sh1t Are you okay."
I was on top of.. Wendy?
"Stan?"
"Wendy..?"
I got off her and I helped her up
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah."
I DIDINT resist the urge to. Not hug her,
I pulled her close and hugged her
"Woah!"
".."
She hugged me back.
"What's going on?"
Wendy asked.
"Nothing is going on.. I just missed you as friends."
"Oh.. I'm sorry what happen between you and Kyle."
Wendy said
I just hugged her..
I let go and smiled softly..
"Thanks Wendy."
I ran home leaving Wendy behind
..
As I made it home
I opened the front door to see my mom rushing at me
"Oh dear! Where have you been!?"
My mom hugs me.
"I-I'm okay."
I walked pass her and went to my room..
Ugh.
I hate this day..
wait.. what if I have a night time stroll. I can like. Go out and walk..
i grabbed my bag and jumped out the window.
Let's do this.
—-kyles POV..—
I can't believe that I yelled at Stan, i- I feel bad.
But I Promise that I would never ever go near him or talk to him.
Which I broke.
I think Wendy is onto me.
*tap tap*
I heard noises from my window
As I opened it I saw Wendy.
"He went near me I told him to f$uck off."
I said down
"No I'm not here for that, I'm here to give ya something."
She took out my diary
...
No..
"I read every single page. You seem too like Stanley a lot."
"I do. But I'm avoiding him FOR YOU"
I yelled down tearing up.
"Enough with the attitude. Now take this back!"
She threw my diary to my window.
Thank god it haves something to close with, then everything would of just flew out.
I catch it and closed my window.
I notice a dark figure running away.
Yeah I think it's Wendy.
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hi! Uh.. I added so much POVS.. but thanks for 300 reads! Im so grateful! And im losing ideas. Please tell me ideas! Then it's going to be longer to make more chapters!
Thank you! Goodbyeeeee
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