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another entry

Silly goofy me forgot about this fucking thing for months and now my notes app has suffered bc of it
I'm just so silly but on another note, my life has become a cluster and I'm scared and I'm very gay and the most strange thing that's happened since I lost wrote here is
I actually managed to make friends with ppl who weren't just friends of friends and I'm now stuck trying to understand my 2nd ever crush. Which is hard bc I hate myself for feeling the way I do and also their one of the greatest people I've ever met and platonically I love them. Anyway that's all