A Wonderful Nightmare

Chapter 6

LUNA'S POV

" you became my moon my own peace"
"And you become my light in my dark life" I said while staring at his beautiful eyes, full of love 
" I love you my moon"
" I love you too my Light"
As we exchange I love yous he lean forward to kiss me and I close my eyes as an invitation for him to finally own me

He made me realize that in our life we can't control anything around us but instead we should accept it as the destiny of everything around us and learn to move on and continue our life as it was a part of our long journey. I'm thankful to God as he gave me a wonderful man that changed my perspective in life.

As his lips land to mine I feel fireworks around us and my heart leaps fast as we savour our first kiss I feel in heaven in the
arms of my beloved Elian.

When I opened my eyes I saw the faces of my parents worriedly expression looking at me for some unknown reason my tears rolled down and i saw them panicking while asking me numerous questions but none of it that I answered instead I cried louder. My heart feels so heavy it's like I'm missing something in my memories and feel so heavy in my chest, as I cried harder and nothing can calm me down the nurses have no other choice but to put me to sleep again. And as I  gained consciousness the second time. I'm more relaxed and composed. I looked around and saw my mom sleeping on the couch and my dad talking to someone over the phone. When he turns around and sees that I'm awake he rushes toward me with a worried expression

" Are you okay anak? Do you need anything? Are you thirsty?" He worriedly asked and held my hand. I just shook my head and continued to stare at him
" Where are we dad?" My voice sounds dry

"We're in the hospital don't you remember what happened to you?" He asked and I just shook my head. He then proceeded to say

" You commit attempt suicide by overdosing sleeping pills and you're been unconscious for two weeks I'm sorry Anak wala SI papa sa tabi mo noon nangyari ito edi sana napigilan ka namin ng mama mo. Bakit mo ba ginawa yun anak?" he explained what happened and that's when I remembered anything that happened to me

"I-i'm sorry dad for making you and mom worried I know I'm such a burden" I said and look down that's when I heard my mom voice

" Anong sinasabi mo Luna na burden, you are not a burden to mommy and daddy okay remember that. And we're sorry Anak for putting you in  so much pressure, pain and stress about our separation,  we're sorry for all the pain" my mom said while crying

I squeeze her hand and smile at her

" Mom it's okay. I'm sorry for making you worry I didn't just take it anymore. Everyday I see you and dad fighting and see you crying almost everyday and it's pain me more that anything also im afraid that when you two separate, you will abandon me and it scared me I don't want that to happen " I said to them while crying

" What who told you that anak , kahit di na kami mag asawa ng mama mo nothing change Ikaw parin Ang aming nag iisang princess and even if we have children it doesn't matter you always our princess and the first child we love the most " my dad explain while caressing my cheeks

" You know dad I  have a beautiful dream, I saw you and mom happy together. I love seeing you both happy and strongly together and I said to myself I want that to happen in real life. I want to see you both happy even if that means separating. Ngayon ma, pa magiging Masaya na rin po ako sa paghihiwalay niyo kung yun lang Ang paraan para Makita ko ulit Ang mga masasayang ngiti niyo magiging kontento na rin ako "

I said smiling and crying to both of them. And finally I saw their happy and relieved smile and that's all I want to see. I was enveloped with a tight hug from both of them and I felt happy and content. I close my eyes and hug them back.

After a day I was discharged from the hospital

I was in my room lying to my bed and ready to sleep when I saw my peripheral view of my story. I went to my study table and opened my book as I opened the pages of my book I remembered a blurry picture of a guy calling my name. I was stunned and forced myself to remember him ' cause I feel that., That guy is a part of my forgotten dream when I was in a coma. But how hard I try to remember him I can't the only thing I remember about that guy is that I call him MY LIGHT my heart clenched as I thought the word light I guess his name is Light. I don't know but every time I remember his name my heart leaps a beat but even how hard I try to remember him but to no avail.

It continued for years until I graduated college and published my book. How my dreams and wishes come true where I met a guy named Light in my dream how his presence motivated and inspired me. Until now it's been 5 years since I encountered this mysterious guy in my dream. I've been searching for him, i don't know if I'm going to give up because it's been so long and sometimes I doubt if he's real or not but I stay strong and continue to search for him even if it's impossible.

I woke up from my reverie when my assistant called my stage name for me to continue my work

" Miss Luna the next person to get your autograph is here" I heard her say , I greet my fan and get her an autograph. It's been so long since I experienced a different challenge for me to achieve my fame today. As I pursued my passion in writing I published my book and it became well known over the country and today is my first ever meet and greet to my fans as i continue to greet them for almost 1 hour already, my hand feels sore as I massage it . It's the next turn on the line as I stop massaging my hand and look up to smile. I was greeted by the most beautiful bark brown eyes I have ever seen before, as we stare in each other's eyes, flash of  clear , vivid  memories come forward now with the clear face of the mysterious guy in my dream. I feel my tears drop while not looking away from his eyes and the same goes to him. I feel my heart beat fast that feels coming out of my ribs. I remember every detail of his face and the memories that we shared together. I smile as butterflies flew over my stomach and chest. With a whisper I said

" I finally found you My Light" I said while tears continue to drop from my eyes

And he smiles "" same goes here my Sweet Moon"

With that I immediately got up and ran toward the man of my dreams that came to life. I hugged him so tight as tears rolled down to my cheeks. He hugged me back with the same tight of hugs and picked me up, spined me to the air and when I looked at his face again I saw the most beautiful smile in my entire life and eyes that were full of love and longgingness. I held his face and kissed his lips for the sweetest kiss we shared.

" I miss you my sweet Moon" he said while still carrying me and I replied

" I miss you to My Light "
I said crying and smiling at the same time

" I love you manang"

"I love you too pangit" with that we seal our loves with a kiss

Now I'm in the arm of my light where I feel belongingness I've been searching

You are my wonderful nightmare.