Find Me in Your Memory || Winrina

thirteen

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It's a week after the day Karina got to know the truth behind Winter's identity, but also the day when she lost the love of her life again.

Currently, the actress is sitting on a chair right next to Winter's bed. Her hands held Winter's tightly while her eyes shot up at the TV in front of her. The news of Winter's relationship with her might spread worldwide and Karina still couldn't say a word about it to the media. It's not like she won't say it at all. It's just she wants to wait for Winter.

She will wait for Winter to wake up.

"Look, Winter. Even the media was shocked as I am", Karina said as the corner of her eyes was looking back at her wife. The actress flashed her little smile even tho she knows she won't get any reply.

Throughout the week, the investigation went on as well despite Winter wasn't there to help the police. It turns out that the culprit holds some grudges against Karina because he is a big fan of Shin Yuna.

Yes. Shin Yuna. Karina's top rival in the industry.

But never in Karina's mind to hate Yuna in such a way. Yuna also admits that she didn't hate Karina in a such horrible way. She never wish for the older actress to be hurt in any way possible, including physically. Yuna and Karina just hated each other for their success, positively striving to be better than one another.

Murder was never an idea to any of them.

Karina pull Winter's hand closer to her lips, pecking the cold hand softly, and later a smile caressed her face. It's pitiful, yet grateful feelings that Karina couldn't even explain herself.

A few days ago after making sure that Winter's surgery went on successfully, Karina went back to her parent's house in Gangnam. After getting her memories back, it just feels so wrong to live in the house and she knows she needs to move back to her Gwangjin house, where she and Winter were supposed to live right after their marriage.

It feels so wrong to live without Winter.

Karina remembers everything from Gwangjin. How the dead flower in the front yard was supposed to be a sunflower. How the empty nails in the walls are supposed to be where their marriage picture hangs. How the king-size bed should be covered with a creme quilt.

It feels nostalgic all of sudden, that the thing that supposes to happen right now was long forgotten by her.

It isn't surprising when everything lost from their newlyweds home was all found in a cupboard in Winter's apartment.  It also isn't surprising when Winter's apartment passcode is the same as the passcode at their Gwangjin house.

It is such a beautiful memory. Yet painful, and sadist.

Karina swept and mopped all the dust inside the house. She hangs back their wedding picture. Uncovered every covered piece of furniture from the white clothes. Put the quilt back on the big bed. Plant new sunflower seeds in the yard. She even brings some of Winter's cloth from her apartments. Now the house really feels like theirs again.

Karina also put on her wedding ring again, from Winter's necklace.

"Ah! Right. This is yours~", Karina said with her warm smile before putting the other ring inside Winter's finger.

She intertwined her fingers with Winter's together, proudly looking at the rings on both of them. It will be happier if she can celebrate her memories come back with Winter.

"Winter, you need to wake up", Karina smiles just now slowly turning into a painful sulk.

"I miss you..."