when someone's soul is tainted with
doubt
pain
emptiness
loneliness
its easy to forget every good memory and only reflect on those that are
tainted
"Tomo!"
I watched from the crowed as my brother got murdered in front of me
I did nothing
I was frozen
I was to weak
if only I was stronger
if only I wasn't worthless
maybe it should have been me
he didn't deserve that fate
I'm nothing like my brother
I'm not kind
I'm not nice
I'm not pleasant
I'm not strong
I'm not brave
I'm not anything like him
yet he still loved me
he was the only one to ever love me
and now he's gone
and there's no getting him back
heizou could never love someone like me
its fake
a lie
their all lying
I knew that
but I still loved him
I wanted to stay
but he was still alive
I could always come back
I couldn't get tomo back
not yet
but I had to try
id do anything to get him back
he was my everything
my reason for living
it would never work
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Heizous POV
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I wont be the same without them
I have to have them
me
not kazuha
not the abyss
not anyone else
they wont be leaving again
I'll make sure of that
I wont let them die
I cant
they mean the world to me
I thought I was complete before
but it wouldn't be the same without them
not now
not ever
I may have let you leave before but that was my mistake
not again
never
again
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this is which flashback goes where!
'memories with tomo' = the abyss ending + a little bit of the secret ending
'memories with heizou' = the true ending
'tainted memories' = the secret ending
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[N/N] = Nick name
[L/N] = last name
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