rain

still with her

I stand there frozen as I watch him play the piano. The keys softly dance with the rain as it pours. I feel warm like a blanket covering and keeping me warm on a cold night.jin approaches me as he sees I'm entranced with the man he sighs softly "that's Min Yoongi plays here every night". I softly hum as the man finishes his last note and the rain slows its dance along with the music jin snaps me out of it again " let me introduce you "I panic a little

I can't let him know he's my soulmate yet maybe he won't notice and as long as we don't touch again I will be fine I walk behind jin, as he approaches my soulmate." Yoongi I want you to meet my new waitress this is luna" he softly smiles at me I start to feel my heart pound in my ears this man has to be an angle" hi it's nice to meet you," I say softly avoiding contact he repeats the same but I can't seem to focus as I see a girl run up behind him and kiss his cheek " hey babe" the girl says softly as I feel my heart drop this time when he smiles at her and looks at her so ever lovingly.

he speaks up again "luna this is my girlfriend lily" wow she's pretty she's pale and skinny with long black hair I can't compete with someone who looks like barbie when I'm the opposite of her I'm on the thicker side I wouldn't say I'm fat I just have a bit more meat on me and a bit more tanned but a bigger bust but that i had to blame on my Latina mom and roots with brown curly hair and plump lips. to where this girl looks pure and i have look a bit more intimidating with the side of my noes pierced and my septum along with my tongue pierced and some tattoos definitely different way different . i'm not gonna sit here and say i'm ugly because i'm not everyone is beautiful people are just judge-mental.

i take a deep breath and force a smile " hi its nice to meet you" the girl rolls her eyes not visible to my soulmate but as soon as he turns towards she smiles repeating what i said, wow kinda fake.the couple turns around excusing themselves as they walk away i may have said thee are no ugly people but i lied there are ugly people because of their ugly personalities. as if jin can hear thoughts he turns to look at me " god i hate her she is such a fake bitch" i try not to laugh "jin that wasn't very nice" I smile " oh please she's faker than the extensions in her hair " i slap my hand over my mouth laughing as he walks away laughing at his own joke with a squeaky laugh that just made it all even more funny my smile drops when i see the couple giggling in the corner i sigh doesn't look like your gonna know that your my soulmate anytime soon or at all it just kills me because you're still with her.

A/n hey guys Ik I have updated in along while life's been a lot but I plan on writing more also have y'all gotten ur yoongi tickets if so I'll see y'all there if ur going to the Newark date 😫