tough love || Bakugo x reader

!twenty-five!

i hate writing on my phone so much.

also found out bakugos voice actor looks identical to my dad today.
unnecessary piece of information that you know now
; indicators in this chapter

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your last day at best jeanists agency was spent patrolling. nothing exciting took place you just wandered the streets looking for crime.
he gave katsuki a lecture on getting recognized and how it somehow tied back to stain that you completely ignored.

the last 7 days were probably your least favorite in awhile. jeanist wasn't terrible when he decided we to not be a total dick. you two had a few moments where you had an actual conversation and he was a cool guy. you'd definitely looked up to him a little more than you did before. but 90% of the time he was still a dick.

it had been pretty late before you left the agency so it was dark outside by the time you'd gotten to the train station

"oi stupid the trains here snap out of whatever daydream your in" katsuki pushes himself off the pole you'd both been leaning against.

without saying anything you took a seat towards the back of the train your boyfriend sitting down next to you.

"hey dumbass" he gets your attention as the train begins to take off.
"what's the matter?" he asked genuinely concerned.
"what do you mean?" you asked
"don't give me that bullshit you know exactly what i mean you've barely talked since last night." he furrowed his eyebrows
"i've just been tired we didnt get much sleep we stayed up watching TV pretty late" you lie.

"you told me you'd start telling me stuff y/n please don't lie" he grabs your wrists. his gaze could've burned holes in your eyes.
"i- im fine" you stutter when you notice the tears that began to gloss over his eye.

"for fucks sake i'm not stupid i've seen you go through this phase before" the smallest tear falls it would've been unnoticeable if you were any further away.

"what phase?" you continue to act clueless still feeling bad for worrying katsuki.

"STOP PLAYING DUMB" he yells earning the entire trains stares.

"you know exactly what phase i mean and you know damn well this is how it started"
he wasn't holding back his tears anymore

he's being dramatic right??

i mean technically he wasn't wrong yes this is how it started but a few nightmares and being quiet for one day out of your entire existence didnt mean you wanted to kill yourself again.

"i dont want to kill myself if that's what you mean" you brush away a few of his tears with your thumb.
"promise me y/n" he says grabbing both your wrists now.
"promise me i won't have to get that phone call again" he raised his voice a little.
"i promise you katsuki"

i mean that right??
i don't wanna kill myself
you tried to convince yourself.
it'd be fucking insane to wanna kill yourself again because of a couple bad dreams

"we should probably get some sleep we barley got any last night" you pull your wrists away and yawn.
katsuki pulled you closer to him by your waist and you snuggled into his shoulder.
you both fell asleep almost instantly

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"hey katsuki we're here" you shook him slightly trying to wake up the boy.
he groaned for a moment before stretching and standing up.
"are you going home or coming back to my house again?" he asked warping his fingers in between yours.
"i should probably go home i haven't slept in my own bed since before the sports festival" you reply.
"alright i'll walk you home " he says.
"it's fine i can walk myself" you counter
"you live close and it's the middle of the night." he glares at you.
instead of protesting you just sighed and allowed the blonde to take you home.

walks with katsuki we're always nice they were silent most the time but not the kind of silent where you wracked your brain trying to find something to say. you just enjoyed each others presence for awhile.

"hey we're here" he says stopping at the gate of your house.
"goodnight kats" you kiss him quickly before walking into the gate.
"night y/n" he turns around and begins walking to his house with his hands in his pockets.

"IM HOMEE" you yell as you enter the doorway
"welcome back" your dad says from the dinning room table.
"how was the internship" he asks as you sit down next to him.
"I'd die before considering going back there." you rest your hand against your cheek.
"gonna take that as not good" he chuckles.
"just wait till you see katsukis hair" you snicker
"i've never seen you with a side part " he suddenly notices th
Your new hairstyle.

"it's not bad i prefer the middle part though" you brush your hair back to its original place with your fingers.

"ninety percent of the time there was just him lecturing us" you get up and head over to the fridge.

"what was the last ten percent" he asks as you pull out a plastic box filled with strawberries.
"we patrolled but that consisted of lectures to" you sigh leaning against the counter and eating one of the strawberries.

"you catch any criminals?" he asked
"we caught a purse snatcher that's about it" you say eating another strawberry.

"HE MADE ME WEAR FUCKING JEANS" you suddenly recall the heroes persistence on you wearing jeans.

"oi language but how the hell did you wear jeans with your costume?" he asks

"i wore them instead of my tights why does he love jeans that much it's concerns" you put away the  strawberries and head towards the stairs.
"goodnight dad" you flash him a smile before heading up the stairs.
you belly flopped onto your sheets.
it had been a hot second since you'd been home so safe to say you missed the ungodly amount of blankets on your bed.
You tried to shut your eyes and fall asleep
But this time you couldn't sleep.
why do i feel like i was lying
i'm not though the thoughts barley crossed my mind
im probably just looking for attention
your mind ran through the thoughts.
you almost always fell asleep the second you hit the pillow so not being able to sleep fucking sucked.
eventually though your mind calmed down and you were able to pass out.

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ick i hate this chapter sm.
also i'm sorry i didn't update last night but i'll try and have two chapters out today including this one.