Suddenly everything was about you.
The lyrics to the songs I listened to, to tune out the fact that you weren't there, every single word felt so raw and true.
The couples I saw walk hand in hand, our story was something I hadn't even planned.
It sounds silly, but once you've craved sense of control most of your life, to accept the luxury of the unplanned is something that I strife.
I had a plan but when it comes to you, I'm willing to take the risk of going rogue, no organised scheme will reach justice for us two.
You were the paint to my blank canvas, I was struggling with my creativity until you came along and told me I could do this.
I can no longer admire the beauty of nature without remembering how it shall never compare to the elegance you withhold, everything about you holds me captivated, you make me feel things I've never felt, even I didn't know what it truly meant to be consoled.
I could no longer say I didn't believe in heaven, because you were the angel I had been awaiting for my entire life, my infatuation for you cannot be leavened as I'm held a prisoner of your unknowing grasp; it angers me to know you hold such an affect on me and to admit that suddenly everything was about you, is something I didn't even believe I could do.
