Is it me?
Seeing myself is difficult now.
I think it really is me. I am the problem.
Truly hopeless.
My efforts were, I don't know.
Everything is gone.
What do I do?
Hope can't be that lost.
Or can it.
I don't even know what I'm feeling.
Sadness maybe?
What is this?
Reality is kind of harsh isn't it?
Only to me I guess.
No, I still need wrap my head around it.
Going to sleep thinking...
