I can't be like this forever.
She will never change for me. And she shouldn't.
Healing will be hard but I'll get there.
Only then I will finally be happy again.
Uniting my feelings was hard.
Love can hurt so much.
Doing that for a result I didn't like wasn't the best.
And I guess it really wasn't for nothing.
Cooling down was all I needed.
Can I be better now?
Every protagonist has an obstacle.
Probably shouldn't be thinking I'm one, but oh well.
Treating myself should come first for now.
I don't have time to stay down all my life.
Time moves forward , so I should...
