The tears

Tiana's POV

Sunday morning. The sun looks shining and stunning— i remembered that i need to prepare all my needs tomorrow as a freshmen college. We need to sure na walang mawawala o maiiwan sa bahay kung mayroon man sana h‘wag yung pinaka-importante kasi mala-late ako noon kung ganun man. I forgot to share this story before i leave the campus (btw, this story happened yesterday afternoon in exact 4:30pm)—may isang guy na lumapit sa akin he asked me for help to find his room and building kasi nga napakalaki at lawak ng campus. (nagulat lang ako kasi ang pogi niya and hindi basta-basta na pogi ha? he have that aura na mafefeel mong nasa safe and good person ka tapos yung mata niya ay singkit tsaka maputi, matangkad i think he is 6'5 tall and holding his one notebook na kulay blue). So, here's me, i am freshmen too so I don't know what building he is talking sinabi ko na lang na hindi ako senior and i am freshmen too (⁠๑⁠•⁠﹏⁠•⁠). His look was furious and i think i make him angry kasi nga almost 20 minutes na siyang nakikipag-usap pero hindi ko pa rin naituturo yung hinahanap niya tapos sasabihin ko lang at the end na I don't know(⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠) i felt his aura changed quickly.  He spoke with me with this words.

“Miss sana sinabi mo noong una palang na hindi mo rin alam.” TT-TT

So, ako naman palaban rin. “Sorry po kasalanan ko ba na hindi ka muna nagtanong sa akin? Kung senior mo ako dito? And fyi, i am that too old? At this beauty? huhh?”  I am at shocking face kasi bigla siyang naglakad papalayo. “Mister!! We aren't don—” Lumingon ito sa akin mula sa malayo.

“I know. See you sooner.” he wink his left eye and bite his lips too.

I suddenly thinking what was that about? see you?? huh? after talking to me like that? tinalikuran ako habang nakikipag-usap ako? tapos noon see you? how dare he is. (I rolled my eyes and bite my nails.)—sure akong maangas yun galawan pa lamang ni mister singkit sungit eh mahahalata mo na. Btw, sama kayo? nag-cocommute ako pauwi ng bahay. ｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡

I don't have service eh we have financial problem this month, lot of babayarin as a college student mag-aaral ako for my family's life hehehe. Chaka sabi ni mama sa akin

“don't lose your hope,
the hard things happened to you
right now. WILL BE ERASED.”

My moms favorite quotes as always i want to lay down. She is understanding and lovely lady i known in short i am too lucky to have her in my life. Anyone's can't feel what i felt right now with my mom. And sorry for that(⁠・⁠_⁠・⁠;⁠)—I know naman na ayaw mong maiparamdam sa iyo na you are different from them. She will support you anything or anywhere basta mahal ko ang ginagawa mo and bukal sa puso she will be proudly introduce you to her friends.