What I Thought I Had (EDITING)

EPILOGUE

Present day.

The Police arrived shortly after and I was questioned.

I explained everything and I was not charged for the death of Zak or Lisa.

I was advised to go for Therapy and I did not rebuke the Idea.

So began my healing period.

Therapy made me realise how much I blamed myself for my children's death and How I wish I had done so many things differently.

I realised that Zak and his Altar did not Love me they were obsessed with the Idea of me.

I still find myself thinking of them.

I mean I loved them at some point.

They weren't always like this.

When the Kid's were born they were the best husband a woman could have.

I just wished I'd seen the signs earlier.

But through all this I realised that God never left.

I may have given up on him after everything I've been through but he hasn't given up on me.

He never left me. I tried to rush his plan and look where that got me. A Protea embedded into my skin...

The Plus side to all this is I met Aqua.
He is the most sweetest man I've ever met and a Christian.

And no. I've made sure he is not like Zak.

We have two Children together!

The oldest is named Marie and the second born Zacchias.

We moved to Argentina for a change of scenery and now I'm as happiest as I could ever be.

The lesson here is.

Don't rush things.

Remember:

●God is in control

●God has a plan for me

● God will never fail me

And the verse that has kept me going.

~~ I can do all things through Christ that strengthens me~~

"Cat! Zacchias just threw up on me!" I hear Aqua shout down the hall.

"Coming you big baby!"

"Marie!! Come help your dad!"

Wow I love my life!

The end

THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH. IT HAS BEEN SUCH A TOUGH JOURNEY BUT WE MADE IT!!! AHHH!!

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