📍yellow brick estate - Peckham
15:57pm. 19/02/23
i came home after a long day of threats and man .
"baby?" mum screamed out when i opened the door . fuck she's gonna send me back out .
"bread please" she shouted . "cool" i said . i put my super dry back on and putting on the nike sliders nearest to the door.
i look like a proper pecks gyal.
i put my airpods in my ear and began to walk down the steps of the estate .
Tapperz was sitting on the wall.
he aired i was even there which bothered me . i kept walking , him still smoking and scrolling on his phone .
"hi" i said . "where you going?" he said avoiding my hi.
"shops.." i said . "say nun lil bro" he patted my head and walked away .
i turned around and saw crasha . "yo" he walked over. "hey.." i smiled . "you good?" "mm yeah" i said .
"where you going" he smiled. "shops , wanna come ?" i said . "cant b , next time" he said hugging me then walking over to the group of boys .
i kept walking and i felt someone follow me out . i turned around .
Cameron .
"tappz" i said . "tolani" he replied .
it was silent for a second . "why you moving bare weird" he laughed . "it's not that.." i said . "nah you have still , and mans clocked it" he said . "everyone's told me to avoid you because of your girl" i blurted out . i saw his face drop and began to change to a pissed look.
"if it's about angel dat ain't man's girl , i'll sort dis" he said. readjusting his trousers .
"i don't want problems." i said . "nah your calm b , there's gonna be a block party like tomorrow come thru" he smiled and walked off .
damn , he looks so good standing in front of me.
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i brought the food upstairs and saw mum on the sofa crying . i ran over to her . "mum?" i said . "i got Asia back" she smiled . "what's wrong" i said . "i won't be able to look after your sister , i'm just about doing you." she said . "what do you mean" i looked at her . "i have to put her in care" mum wiped her tears . "i'll look after her , don't do that to Asia" i smiled .
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📍yellow brick estate - Peckham
12:10pm. 20/02/23
today was the day we were picking up Asia from dad . i haven't seen him since ... he left mum.
mum brushed her long brown hair and put on blue jeans with a red top . she also had on her red heels and red lipstick . she wore her black primark bag and put on her hoop earrings .
this is the mum i remember .
i put on my new adidas tracksuit with my black jordan's . my hair was ina bun and i tried to leave the house .
"no change"'mum said . "what why" i rolled my eyes . "CHANGE NOW" mum screamed . i ran back into the house and put on a white jumper with black jeans and my jordan's . fuck sake .
"good" she said locking the door . we walked down the hallway and down the stairs and Miah and Angel were sitting there . "hey auntie" Miah said . she looked worried . "hey , i'm running past your house later" she kissed her on the cheek and kept walking .
Angel screwed me and laughed.
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we got outside and a black and red ranger over was outside . dad .
