You became a story in the past.
I had forgotten that you existed and what you looked like. When I walk past you or drive past you it doesn't give me any emotion towards you but I found someone. I sound someone tall and towers over me unlike you. Handsome unlike you. Smarter than you... ever more interesting than you but because it's not you I doesn't seem to matter. This man doesn't even give two shits about me. He doesn't care and I don't either because I don't feel any emotions towards any of you.
The truth is, let them go.
They have been here and there, passed around a group if you may say. They are not for you, what's for you will find you and what's not for you will remove itself on it's own terms and conditions. You may not know but when you first loved one it was a long time ago. Now not naïve anyone and you don't plan in being it. Airheads are great and all but you are not a waste of space. And you know yourself.
Check-in when you find the one for you.
But as of right now, if gaslighting is the best tool..use it. As much as that sounds disturbing it's the tool to use in this day and age.
