I want to know one thing... matter a fact I want to ask you. How did you get me here be just simply saying things to me and leading me on like nothing ever happened but then not saying everything when something happens no matter how much I do it's still not I'm impressive enough. What makes you impressed? Please tell me I'd like to know why you never said anything.someone so ignorant like myself fell for you and only you,why are you like a magnet?when ever I see it it keeps coming back ,everything....acting like everything is all fine and dandy is actually my profession I've done it for so long people ask me where I get my happiness from,I get it from you even though we don't speak and when we do I don't know what to say and end up just saying all the wrong things and give you all the wrong attitude. I sorry I disrespected you but you know there was somebody that told me that everything is solved by a hug and it was you who told me that , so why isn't is solved it's been 5 years why are you still there ? Can't it stop ..... can't you make it stop , please make it stop. This shouldn't be this hard. I'm sorry that I hate you but I really really really fucking hate you with all my heart. sometimes you can't explain what you see in a person. it's...everything. you've touched me, without even touching me, how is that ever possible? a part of me wants an answer, but a part of me doesn't want to know. a part of me wants to keep holding on, but a part of me wants to let go. sometimes music speaks what you feel inside. i am in love with a moment we've never had.and that's why you're so hated in every single way I FUCKING HATE YOU
