His Unwanted Omega (Completed )

His Book

Kinn's Pov

The more I observe him the more I wanted to get to know him. I really wants to take care of him. I wanted to compensate for the wrongs I have done to him. Now am really regrets my past behaviours. I was blinded with the hate I have for my dad and that omega. I wanted to change our life for good. I wanted to start over our married life  and want to take care of my pup.
So I make some plans. The first plan is to make casual conversations with him. It will help me to fill the gap between us. After making him comfortable with me then I can slowly take care of him and our pup. but the plan didn't work out. He never gives me a chance to talk to him. He always hide from me. Apart from that he even went to do craft job in our pack. When I asked mom why they allowed a pregnant omega to work, they said that it was his previous job. Before marriage he worked in the craft factory.and he said to my family that doing crafts give him mental peace  and it's good for his health. So they allowed him.

It's midnight and I was going to my room when I see a maid is bringing milk to our room. I know it's for porsche. So I stopped her and took the milk glass from her hand.
"I will give the milk to him"I said to her. She nodded and went back.

When I entered the room he was writing something. When he see me he hide that book under his pillow and tried to lie down on the couch. First I hesitated to approach him but eventually I went to him.
"Porsche here is your milk, drink before sleep " I held out the glass of milk in front of him.
His eyes widened at me but without saying anything he took the glass of milk and drank. After that I went washroom to change. When I came back he is struggling to sleep on the couch. So I called him
"Porsche you can sleep on the bed "
He looked at me for a minute without blinking then he shake his head and said "it's ok,I am good here ". After that he cover himself with the duvet and sleep. I wanted to insists him to sleep on the bed but I don't want to force him. So I sleep on bed while looking at his sleeping posture.

The days started to roll on. I started to initiate casual conversations with him. At first he was confused and uncomfortable but still he responded to me. And now he respond to me like he converse with other family members. Although we didn't talk too much but still it's matter to me.

Today I was searching for some files on my room when I see a red book lying under the couch. I picked up the book.  Ahaa.. I know this book. It's porsche's, he always scribe something on this book.should I open it.but it's his personal book and if I open it will be a violation of privacy, I thought. But my curious mind have another plan.so at last I decided to just look what was in the book.when I was going to open the book porsche come to our room.Immediately I hide the book  under the pillow. He started to search something with a panic on his face. He wanted to ask me something but every time he tried to open his mouth he himself stop.finally after 15 minutes of serch he asked me "umm...did you see a red book? "

"So he was searching the book, Then there is really something in that book" I thought

"No" I said
Then he searched for some more minutes and leaves for his job.

After breakfast I come to our room and I took that book from under the pillow. Then I closed our room and started to read the book.On the first page there is his name with a phoenix image. For the half of the book he write about his life. About his father, orphanage, his longing for family etc. He even write about his imaginary alpha, for whom he is waiting. When I read about it I feel sad that I shattered his imagination. At a certain page he started to write about my family and how he is happy that he got love from them. From here I know there should be something about me also.

Sorry for the typing  and grammatical errors 🙏