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Sometimes he wondered why it always rained the heaviest when someone nice dies, but it seemed that the saddest stories are known only to rains and not to mankind. Or perhaps God wanted it to be dramatically agonising when he took away ones close to your heart. Every black umbrella, every black dress or tuxedo worn reminded him of pain as if his heart was torn apart. Some scoffed at him for they assumed love wasn't strong at such a young age. Did true love come labelled in a bottle with an expiration date? Or was true love just not considered true when you were young.

Suddenly the world seemed empty, quiet like he were the only one alive. His lover ghosted around in a memory without sound. How he'd smile, talk and just his existence was such a blessing. Perhaps he was loosing his mind like how he's always lost it in his dreams. Fear drenched him in the cold summer rain, questions whispered to him in hushed haunting voices.

"It was all your fault." They said, scary part was that he fell victim, he listened to them lie to him. He cried yet tears never seemed to appear instead his throat ran dry, his heart blackened and his head shut down.

"C-Chan are you.....are you there?!" Jisung's voice breaks him out of his trance as he grabs his car keys and rush downstairs startling his mother.

Jisung didn't know why he called Chan instead of Changbin but later realized that both their names started the same. He sat beside Minho on the bed crying his heart out, the older was cold, almost like he was long dead. His lips stained red, the pillow smeared with blood as if he had gone into a coughing fit last night. All Jisung could do it's weep like his whole world was falling apart.

"P-Please!!! Please!!!" He begged, one of his boyfriends hand on his cheek the other lifelessly placed on his tummy. But Minho moved not an inch. "Minho wake up please!!" Jisung shook the older boy on the bed, his heart squeezed in agony. He was loosing his mind.

After that everything was a blur, the front door was broken down, Changbin rushed in immediately lifting Minho in his big arms like a bride, Jisung's head spun, his world slowed down for him. Chan shook him, told him to say something, the voices distance and empty. He remembered his brother carrying him to his car as the ambulance took his boyfriend away. Seungmin had him safe in his arms, he heard the boy sniffle ever so softly yet Jisung was in pain, he felt nauseous, he wanted to throw up, his stomach churned.

"Fuck!! I can't see the roads!" He hears Chan in a distant outrange. The loud noises of screaming, a phone call and Seungmin screaming into his phone.

"Binnie!! Don't tell me Minho flat lined!! Binnie no no no Changbin!! Fuck baby can you hear me?" Seungmin's voice trembles through his whole frame, the vibration penetrating through the blue haired boys body.

As the rain falls like a curtain of despair Jisung struggles to keep his consciousness, but all he remembers is that his body jolts up, his head hitting the roof of the car, the next he knows was the loud sickening noise of  a crash. And he was in the car. At a very blurry vision he sees red flash lights, sirens as the darkness takes over him. Engulfing him a rather painful embrace.

He doesn't wake up for hours, more like days, he faintly hears someone asking the question along the words of He's dead? How am I supposed to tell him that he's no more?! It hurts alot, an arm lifts itself to feel his tummy, he frowns alittle, he was bigger now. Like he had grown for the time he was out. But was the father alive? That was the only question he wanted to know.

Seasons pass, Autumn comes very quickly, Jisung is still semi conscious when he hears Hyunjin speak to him. He is gentle and silly but he's happy. Perhaps that he woke up yet the boy figures out the hidden sadness very well. He wants to ask but he isn't sure if he can speak yet. But he does try to open his eyes and he opens it on his best friends eighth visit.

"Ohh Jisung!! You finally woke up!!" Hyunjin bursts out crying, with long black hair that fell below his shoulders. Beautiful as always.

"H-Hi......" Jisung croaks out, Hyunjin is still blurry.

"Felix!! He's woken up!!" Hyunjin screams again as Felix comes rushing in with long brown hair, he looks devastated but he pretends to be happy. He's cried for days or months, not eaten for God knows how long.

"Sungie!!" Felix smiles, his pretty eyes filling with tears.

The blue haired boy tries to sit up, as the taller boy helps him carefully. His eyes big with fear of what they might tell him about his lover. His heart throbbed so much his fingers shook and he knew a panic attack was creeping inside. He felt his baby bump  as he bit his lips trying to stop shaking.

"W-Where is H-He?" Jisung stammers, he looks between both his friends. He waits patiently for an answer but his patience runs thin as he starts tearing off the IV tubes from his hands and slips down the bed.

"Jisung no!! You're not in a state to walk about, let a doctor come first!!" Felix reaches out yet the pregnant male limps out of the hospital room and outside. Where would he go though? Where was Minho?"

"Minho Hyung is......" Hyunjin starts but he sees the blood dripping down his best friend's legs. "Sungie you need to be in bed until you're fine. Please let me tell me you." He gentle hugs the boys frail body.

As Jisung turns Hyunjin carries him and walks towards a room first, they push open the door and Jisung breaks down terribly.


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