First Love

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Kiara's POV-
"What the fuck!" I'd shout while my mother would drop a bin full of my clothes "You Wanna be a Pogue so go live like a pogue" She'd shout back at me "Your just gonna stand there" I'd point at my dad and he'd just shrug "Fuck you both!" I said as I would leave going to the first place I thought of, the shack is always my comfort place, I ran there where I saw JJ "You okay" he said getting up from his position walking closer towards me "They kicked me out" I said while tears would slowly drop down, he would just wipe the tears with his hands "Its okay, you can sleep on my bed in the chateau" he said smiling reassuring me "thanks JJ" I said pulling him into a nice hug

Before we left the shack I managed to see something fall out of JJ's pockets, it was my dads wallet "Why do you have this?" I'd ask while picking up my dad's wallet "If I'm going to be accused as a thief might as will get something out of it" he'd smile "What the heck is wrong with you" I said in frustration "Look Kiara, I'm a pogue and this is what Pogues need to do to survive" he said turning around to face me "and what am I JJ?" I'd ask him "a kook" he'd say, I look directly at him "Kiara we're not doing this" he said while facing another direction "Come on let's go" he said while starting the motorcycle up "I'm not going" I said, he just drove away "KOOK KOOk" kept replaying in my head

"Fuck You JJ!" I said to myself walking back to the chateau once I arrived I saw JJ on the couch with Sarah next to him "Where's John B?" I'd ask the two blondes in the couch, JJ just handed me a paper "I'm hunting for the gold with or without your help"  "What the fuck" I said while throwing the paper "Calm down" Pope said hugging me "Get of me" I said pushing him "Kie calm down!"  Sarah said while she's wrapped around JJ "Shut your little whore as up" I said in frustration,"First Topper then John B now JJ, make up your mind" I said as I would head to one of the spare rooms in the chateau "KOOK KOOK" "fuck!" I'd cover my ears with a pillow, as the seconds go by, the sounds would get even louder

"Fuck!!" I'd scream as loud as possible, "if people are going to call me a Kook night as will live like one" I said as I'd get out of the spare room, once I left everyone just looked at me, JJ would walk up towards me "WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU!" He'd scream at me, i'd look around in confusion "What's wrong with me?" I'd laugh while pushing JJ out of my way before I could leave JJ would carry me from the back "JJ DONT!!" I'd shout he'd run to the 'Cats ass' throwing me "Fuck you JJ!" He'd get in next to me "Im sorry Kiara" he said making me look at him "Not just for calling you a Kook multiple times but for kissing another girl, I love you so much Kiara" JJ would grab my hand pulling me out of the cats ass handing me  a guitar.

JJ- "Run me in circles."
Kiara-"Like you always do"
JJ-"Mess with me on purpose, so I'll hang on to you"
Kiara-"I know what you mean when you act like that but you don't know it's breaking my heart, said that it was just never gonna happen then almost kissed me in the dark."
JJ-"Every time we talk it just hurts so bad cause I don't even know what we are, I don't even know where to start."
Kiara-" But I can play the part, we say we're friends but I'm catching you across the room, it makes no sense cause we're fighting over what we do"
JJ-"and there's no way that I'll end up being with you but friends don't look at friends that way."
Kiara-"Friends don't look at friends that way, can't even tell if I love or hate you more, you've got me addicted and I can't tel who's keeping score, I know what you mean when you act like that but you don't know it's breaking my heart, said that it was just never gonna happen then almost kissed me in the dark."
Both- "Every time we talk it just hurts so bad cause I don't even know what we are, I don't even know where to start, but I can play the part! We say we're friends but I'm catching you across the room, it makes no sense cause we're fighting over what we do!"
JJ- "and there's no way I'll end up being with you, but friends don't look at friends that way"
Kiara-"Friends don't look at friends that way"
Both-"Friends don't look at friends that way."
We'd both walk closer towards each other only a inch between our lips, I'd smash his lips against mine.

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