Stolen Heart, Socksfor1 X Fatmemegod

Chapter 31- "I'm Sorry"

~Meme POV~ 

"I'm sorry I haven't been there for you" I sob as I watch Socks put Nadwe on the bench so he can clean his bleeding cuts. I pick up his blades and put them into be box before walking out of the bathroom and into the kitchen, then I dump them into the bin individually, so it'll be harder to find them if he does try to look for them in the bin. I then walk back to the bathroom with the empty box and put it onto the bench next to him as he wipes his eyes with his right hand. 

"I'm sorry" he says looking at me and sniffling.

"No, I'm sorry I haven't been here for you" I reply as I walk over to the cupboard under the sink and hand Socks a bandage as he finished cleaning them up. 

"If you need to talk then text one of us if we're not home or come and knock on his bedroom door if we're here, ok?" Socks says looking into his eyes and Nad nods.

"You should go to sleep now, it might make you feel better" I suggest, and he hops off the bathroom counter, walking out of the bathroom and going to his room as I watch him leave before looking at Socks and he sadly smiles at me, using his head to gesture to follow Nadwe, so I exit the bathroom and take the same route he did before I enter his room. I see him lying on his side staring at the wall and hugging his body pillow, so I approach him and sit on the bed next to him. 

"I miss him too and I feel terrible that I haven't been here for you to be able to talk to me. I mean I'm your big brother, I should have been here for you" I say looking down at him and he turns over to he's facing me. 

"It's not your fault, you we're having fun with Socks, and besides you deserve love, so I was letting you have your space and I just backed off" he replies but I shake my head.

"But I haven't been here for you and neither has mum." I reply and he sadly smiles.

"Yea but that's ok, I could have talked to Muffin about it, but he's been too busy with his family stuff, so I didn't bother telling anyone. I just tried to let it slip away but I guess bottling up your feelings isn't very good" he admits, and I slightly laugh.

"You bet it isn't, I just hope you know that I'm sorry and that I am here for you if you do want to talk" I reply, and he nods.

"Thanks Meme" he says sitting up then hugging me, so I hug back, and we soon pull away as Socks enters the room, leaning against the doorframe.

"Go to sleep now ok" I say standing up and he smiles lying back down.

"Thanks Meme" he smiles before I close the door behind me and Socks and I walk to my room, and Socks sits onto my bed as I lay between his legs and look up at him.

"I hope he'll be ok" I say, and he sadly smiles.

"I'm sure he will be" he reassures.

Soon we both drift off to sleep, while I think about what had just happened. 

~Ally POV~ 

"I love you so much Ally" Oof suddenly says out of nowhere as we cuddle on a picnic blanket under a big tree at the park. 

"I love you too Oof" I reply looking up at him as he tucks some of my hair behind my ear, slowly leaning in so I do too until our lips touch sending butterflies into my stomach. 

His lips we're so soft and I could clearly smell his cologne, but I was so focused on his lips not even realizing that he's slipped his tongue in causing the kiss to deepen. We soon pull away breathing heavily with a string of spit still connecting out lips together.

"Fuck that was-" he starts off before smirking as he sees how red my cheeks are because I was blushing. 

"Shut up" I say pushing his face away from mine and he chuckles before kissing me again as we slowly start to make out again when suddenly we hear familiar voices on the footpath in front of us, so we pull away only to see Blaza and Tbh talking nearby as they walk along the path.

"Hey Blaza, Tbh, over here" I call, and they look in our direction and smile as they walk over.

"Hey, you two, what you doing here?" Tbh asks 

"Just having a picnic together and cuddling, what about you guys?" Oof answers and they smile as they sit on the mat in front us.

"We were just walking through the park to the shops and get some food for mum because she's having Vada over tonight for dinner, so she needs more food" Tbh explains, and I look at him excited.

"Is she?! that's so cool. How is she going with Vada anyways?" I ask and he smiles,

"they're going great, they've gone on 3 dates and so far, it's looking good. Mum said she's going to ask her to be her girlfriend tonight, so we'll see how that goes" Tbh explains, and I laugh slightly.

"I hope it goes well for her then" I reply and Oof decodes to kiss my head.

"I'll tell her you said good luck" he replies. 

"How's your dad going Blaza?" Oof asks

"he's going good, he's moving out soon because he's earnt enough at the mechanics shop, so he's been moving into his new 2-bed apartment today, and I have to good back to mum's tonight with Tbh so his mum has some privacy and dad's going to stay at his apartment tonight" Blaza explains and Oof laughs slightly.

"Well, that's really great for him, hope he's doing alright" Oof replies. 

"yea it is, thanks, I'll let him know" Blaza says happily.

1022 words- ok so I managed to get some internet so here is a new chapter but idk when the next one will be out so enjoy <3