Chapter 23

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Rayza's POV:

"Sky mi nah guh fucking ask yuh again inuh" I stated.

Mi cyah bada wid dem tings yere inuh.

After she came out the room and begged me not to bring my "ghettoness" at the people dem work establishment suh mi jus bill cause anyhow mi did guh inna dah room deh.....docta bwoy woulda affi run.

"Baby talk to me please" I begged.

I was so close to fucking the answer out of her when she blurted out what i thought she would never say.

"IM PREGNANT" she stated rather loudly and broke down into tears.

Why was she so saddened by this? I was fricking happy

"Mah guh be a real fada b" I said proudly with confidence.

Mi did ready fi jump and scream and tell the whole hospital when this bombobloodclaat gyal come talk bout a nuh fimmi.

"You aren't the father tho, baby I'm sorry" she sobbed and tried to grab unto my sleeve but I'm quick to smack her hand away.

Not a bloodclaat

"Who the fuck else yuh fu....." I paused.

Mi nah guh cause nuh avoc inna dem ppl yah place.

I stormed out the waiting room as I grabbed skylars arm, dragging her out behind me.

"Stop, baby you're hurting me" she whined.

"Fi the last fucking time, doh call mi suh. A wasteman yuh tek mi fah Sky? Really and truly. Mi orda a whole fucking ring fi propose n tings only fi find out seh yuh been a gimmi bun n a deven easta yet tpcc" I said, ending with a chuckle. (I did write this part before Easter😭)

The truth is sometimes I don't fall inlove frfr, I just get attached but mi actually did genuinely inlove wid dis girl dwq.

Bredda...man a dawq n ooman a wicked suh is best yuh jus get yuhself a puppy and call it a day at this point.

"Baby...." she started

"Come inna the fucking cyar and lock chat ute" I said and slammed the door.

She got in the car and looked at me with pity but my face remained stern.

"Can i explain please?" She asked.

"GLOCK 40 PON MI BELLY MI CLAAT IT WHEN MI READY, SHI A DAWGSHIT WHEN SHI READY" I sang as I turned the music up so you could feel all the bass of the song.

When we finally got to her gate and I pulled over she looked at me confused but didn't dare to say a word.

She reached to turn down the music but when she saw my criminal offensive side eye she pulled her hand back away just as quick.

"Pick up yuh things dem tomorrow mawnin" I said over the music but I don't think she heard.

When I got to a safe distance I took a quick glance back at her and noticed that she was now kneeling on the ground with her head in her hands.

I did feel bad for her, I really did but how unu woulda feel if yuh deh wid a ooman wah yuh a plan fi marry and then realize seh shi a bun yuh and aguh have pickney wah anuh yours...??.

Me head did a just hurt me as me stare pon har it bun me fi  decide if mi fi just drive weh. (I did)

Me guh Ina the house and just start pile up everything fi har Ina the corner.

After that me just go sleep ago deal wid that tomorrow.

But even when me a try sleep it nah work me just a turn an turn.

A few moments later I heard a knock at the door.

Wah the fuck them ute yah waa now mon? I thought as I twisted the lock and opened the door to reveal Amanda in the hoodie I gave her when we went on our first date and she got cold apparently.

My gaze instantly softened.

"Can't sleep?" she asked.

"Is it that obvious?" I questioned with a chuckle.

She then entered my room and I told her EVERY SINGLE THING.

Mi nuh miss not one part.

"It's gonna be ok rayza. I guess she wasn't the one after all" she said and I sighed.

I wanted her to be the one. So fucking bad but I guess we can't always get what we want.

The night ended abruptly as I tucked Amanda in and went to go sleep in a guestroom.

Not sure she would want me sleeping next to her after.....you know......

Skylar's POV:

The tears just couldn't stop flowing a part of me know that I deserved this I could have stopped but I don't know why but I just couldn't.

But I knew I had to act like a big girl and suck up my tears and get up I have a small human growing inside me and I can't let this be a burden on my child.

It feels weird even thinking that.

I really didn't want Jani to go tho. I didn't want my child to grow up not knowing who his/her father is. I didn't want any of this.

I should've just followed my guts and left that man alone.

Probably June would've still been here.

Was I the cause of his death? Was I the reason Jani was captured and hurt?

All these unanswered questions and no one to ask them.

I sighed and went to lay down.

This was all too much for me. And God know mi have high blood pressure......

As I started drifting off to sleep I heard a strange noise coming from the window.

It was about 4 in the morning so it was still dark besides the dim street light and the light bulb on my porch which barely shone.

I stumbled out of bed and looked out the window where I saw a slim, feminine figure in the dark.

Who could that be?

The figure was strange yet it seemed so familiar. Where have I seen this person before? Why were they standing outside of my window?

I started feeling dizzy and in desperate need of fresh air but as I tried to open my room door it wouldn't budge.

Giving up on that option I ran to the window and jumped out with a huge thud.

I was hurt, weak, parched, tired.......

Why was this happening to me???

And just my luck....the figure from before started approaching me and they were stepping with a purpose.

If I didn't move now I'll be a goner for sure and I had a whole human to live for so I picked myself up with the remaining strength I had left and I took off.

I didn't know where I was going I just knew that I had to run.

A car stopped when it saw me and I didn't hesitate as I jumped in.

Wrong. Fucking. Idea.

"Yuh tink yuh did get weh gyal?" that ratchet voice asked.
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A/N: gizzeeeee writing is so so so hard dwq. If it wasn't for my boyfriend i wouldn't have been able to complete this chapter. My friend also helped me write this so big up she. Thank you guys so much for all of the love on the other chapters I appreciate you all. The book soon done gize so I have to ask. Team sky or team Manda!?.........I love you all so much remember to voteeee and stay pretty luveys <3 <3 <3.

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