Realization

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Kyle pov:
The start of freshman year was the year I finally realized. I liked my best friend. And there was literally nothing I could do about it.

I groaned as I got out of bed with a weird dream that gave me the realization

"Stan?" I asked as he grabbed my hand and began to giggle
"You're so cute why do you always wear your hat, I think your hair is so beautiful."
My cheeks burned up as he began to cup both of my cheeks then peering into my eyes, his eyes were like diamonds, shining like stars..he leaned in and then...

"KYLEE FOR THE LAST TIME WAKE UP YOU HAVE SCHOOL!" mom yelled from downstairs.

Right.

Grabbing my usual outfit which was a white plain shirt, orange jacket , black sweatpants and my usual green trapper hat. Grabbing my bag and heading downstairs to at least grab a bite.

"At last my Bubba has finally awaken" mom sighed as she served herself a cup of hot coffee and giving me a kiss on my cheek . Ugh momm

Ike, sitting in his chair waves at me and almost knocks over the bowl of yogurt mom served him.

Grabbed a breakfast bar and waved goodbye to both of them , already by opening the door the cold wind hit my face which for some reason felt like being stabbed by several little knifes. I didn't care I needed to see my friends! Oh..and including stan.... Even a single thought about him made my cheeks burn up but I shook my head as a single to my head to shut the fuck up.

I'm not gay...right..?

"Heyyy jewwwww" Cartman says while pointing finger guns.

Kenny waved at me with his usual cheeky smile , his new parka grabbed my attention.

"Woah Kenny, you are rocking the new parka dude!!" I smile back

Then suddenly he arrives

His dark hair pretty much grown out yet still wearing his signature hat I've seen for years. His blue eyes peered over to us and began to close as he was smiling.

"Hey guys!" He smiles

Why does he have to look and sound good while doing normal things?!?!?! HUH!?!?!? IS HE EVEN REAL BECAUSE HE IS LITERALLY AN ANGEL IN HUMAN FORM
Slapped my cheeks with both of my hands to stop blushing caught his attention

"You alright kyle?" He asks while chuckling

"Uh...yeah, just kind of nervous about highschool-" I flushed more

"Homos" Cartman states.

We both turn and give fatass his well deserved glare.

The same old bus arrived, the high-school is a little bit farther from the town so the bus ride would be about a fair amount of minutes which means more time spending with the trio.

Stan sits in his usual spot, next to me and peers out the window. Oh my gosh he looks so...STOP IT KYLE YOUR NOT GAY...but..it's normal to think your super best friend is attractive, heck I'm supporting him mentally.

"Kyle.." I head his soft voice call

"Hm?" I respond

"Hopefully we have the same classes, I was kind of sad last year since we only had three classes together" he smiled

"Aw, yeah same" OH MY ACTUAL GOSH WHAT THE HECK HE IS SO AAAAAAAA

I grabbed a peice of paper I found shoved in the corner of the seat and began to fiddle with it sooner or later creating a paper star

"Woah!" Stan said as he leaned closer to look. "I had no idea you could make paper stars"

"Oh, uh this was the first time I've made them-" I laughed

"Dude Kyle you are so talented" he said while trying to grab the star.

"W-wait!! Uh I'm not-"

His soft warm hands captured both of mine which included the star, he made eye contact and then smirked.

"Hahaha my star now" he said as he released my hands.

I groaned in acceptance as I looked away trying to not blush.

Stan pov:
Kyle has been acting a little weird lately but it's honestly adorable, his face becomes red more recently and it's so cute. Holding the paper star in my hand I couldn't help but giggle when I saw my flustered best friend look away in defeat. But seriously this little man is so creative I have no idea why he hides it .

The bus stopped moving and I caught him peering to my side since I had the window seat to look at the school. Sure we have gone here like twice to like get introduced to the school in one of those weird station things where a bunch of forced kids are like "heyyy join our club or class"

His emerald eyes sparkled as he saw the huge building . Why is he so adorable?

Kyle pov:
Heading off the bus I once again stared to the school as crowds of students began to form outside the doors. Stan poked my shoulder and smiled .

"Lets go see if we can find our class sheets so we can see which classes we have!!" He points.

I nodded but looked around to see where Cartman and Kenny went and believe it or not they both went with another crowd. Butters and Heidi both in the crowd.

A warm hand once again captured mine as Stan began to pull me towards the crowd.

"PFFT sorry kyle!!" He giggled.

"H-hUh?" I managed to say

"You spaced out I think"

"Oh hahah"

I couldn't help but realize his hand was still holding mine.

"Uhm..stan.." I whispered feeling hotter

"Yeah?" He asked

"Can you let go of my hand" I asked while blushing. SHIT SHIT FUCK BALLS HE COULD DEFINITELY SEE THAT AAA WHAT IF HE POINTS IT OUT!!!

"Oh, sorry kyle" he says again as he let's go.

We got our sheets of paper and it turns out we have 5 classes together and 2 classes alone.

"Well that sucks" he says leaning over again to see my sheet

Suddenly a raven haired girl came running our direction

"Hey Stan!" She said

"Oh hi Wendy" he responded.

She waved to me too but then clinged tightly onto Stan. Those two have had a Rocky and pathetic relationship to say the least. Breaking up and then getting together over and over again for years. Plenty of times he ends up crying and drinking which ends up with me aiding the poor guy.  Hopefully this year will be different.

RINGGG

shit the bell

AUTHORS NOTE!
Hiiiiii look I am pretty new at writing and I have gotten into the show a couple months ago so uhm I apologize if some words are wacky or if things are cringy. I've been reading a fair share of kind of goofy fanfics in this section and I though Hey why not write what I think is a less cringy version of that.

Either way I hope you guys are enjoying this, heck if you guys end up reading it :)

Bye bye!! - LEMOON!!

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