JJ Maybank Imagines

suicide PART 2💔🤍

Written in Y/n's perspective

Warnings: mentions of suicide

Word count: 630

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I was sleeping peacefully when I heard the sound of crying. I rubbed my eyes then turned on my lamp, making it dim. I looked over at JJ, who seemed to be having a nightmare. I decided to wake him up. I started to shake his shoulder while calling him.

"Baby? JJ. Wake up." I said softly.

He jerked awake and he immediately looked at me, hugging me tightly. I pulled him between my legs and wrapped my arms around him, holding him close to me as he sobbed on my chest.

"It's okay, love. I'm right here. Let it all out." I told him. I stroked his hair with one hand and occasionally kissed his head, whispering sweet things in his ear.

He cried for a few minutes then he slowly calmed down, still crying a little bit. I just let him sit there for a little bit longer, just in case he needed it.

"Baby?" I said gently, pulling out of the hug to look at his face. He kept his hands on my back, making sure I stayed there.

"Hey, it's okay, hmm? Wanna tell me about it?" I asked, wiping the tears away from his face.

"i-i dreamt that y-you killed yourself b-because of w-what your dad d-did to you. please d-don't leave me like that. i-i don't wanna live without you. i can't live w-without you." He choked out, stuttering. He started crying again, so I pulled him to me, hugging him tightly.

My poor baby. I felt so bad for him.

"JJ-" I began to speak, but he cut me off.

"p-please don't call me JJ. c-call me one of m-my nicknames." He pleaded.

"I'm sorry, love. It's gonna be okay. Yes, my dad did a lot of things that he shouldn't have, but he's locked away now. You saved me from that. You made me feel what it was like to be loved and to be cared for. You don't ever have to live without me, okay? We're gonna be together for the rest of our lives. I'm never, ever gonna leave you. I love you so freaking much and nothing will ever change that. Don't cry anymore, hmm? You're gonna make me cry." I comforted him while rocking side to side slowly.

I pulled out of the hug and cupped his face, wiping the remaining tears from his flawless face. I then placed my lips on his and kissed him gently. After a minute, I pulled away, caressing his cheeks. I handed him the water bottle that was on the nightstand, letting him drink down the water.

He finished half the bottle then handed it back to me, looking at me with his pale blue eyes. I put it back in its place then looked back at him with a light smile.

"can you please h-hold me?" He asked, scooting closer to me.

"Of course. You wanna go back to sleep or you wanna watch a movie?" I responded, with a question.

"i-i wanna go to sleep. i'm so tired." He told me and I nodded, laying down on the bed.

I opened my arms for him and he climbed on top of me, laying down on my chest. His legs stayed between mine and he hugged me as tight as he could. I alternated between stroking his back and playing with his hair. JJ snuggled into my neck, getting as close to me as he could.

"i love you." He blurted and I smiled, kissing the side of his face.

"I love you more, my baby." I pulled him even closer and we both fell asleep.

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