His Everything 💕

Chapter -25

Anirudh behaviour was bothering bondita she was scared that what if abhay suffers the same fate as sam... anirudh has warned her he didn't like her friendship with him but what could she do finally after so much time she found a true friend who understands her like dislike also her pain there is no way he can do anything to soothe it but he tries his best to atleast help her dealing with it...

She likes spending time with him, talking with him like she used to, she was tired,tired of everyone getting on her nerves, not leaving her alone to let her think or even cry about her life..she understands they care for her but due to all this she was suffocating...she had no one who listens to her everyone was ready to give her advices, different opinions but all she wanted was to let everything out which was in her heart...
And Today she finally got that one person..she only sees him as a good friend and there is no way he could take anirudh's place in her heart..she still loves him but this time she was determined not to surrender.this time she will choose herself over him,it is her life and she will decide how she wants to live but then again if it wouldn't have been anirudh she would have been dead long time back..he saved her filled her life with love and happiness but he was also the one to ruin it..only if he decides to change and become a better person for her, for his family for himself only then she will give him a second chance...

There was so much chaos in her mind that she accidentally cut her finger while chopping vegetables in kitchen...

Bon- aah..
Anirudh who was working in hall Heard her scream and ran towards the kitchen..

Ani- bondita..
Ye kese hua, dhyan kidhr h tumhara
He said taking her hand and looking around for a first aid kit..

Bon- me thik hu.. i don't need your help...
She said harshly freeing her wrist from his hold.. irritating anirudh to his limits..

Ani- bondita..mujhe dekhne do and im warning you no more tantrums..
He said again taking her hand in his and applying medicine on her finger..

Bon- kyu, kyu dekhne du aapko me khud kar skti hu..or ap kyu aise bar bar mere pass aajate h..

Ani- qki ye mera hak h...pati hu tumhara..
Well hone wala pati ek hi bat h...Hena

Bon- aap mere kuch nhi h or na honge smjhe aap..
To which anirudh just raised his brows and scoffed

Ani- sure, if that let you sleep in night then you can think anything you want and live in your fantasy world because reality is nothing like that..
Not having any words she kept quiet for a while then said

Bon- bss yahi aata h na aapko apna hak Jatana..kabhi mere bare me..me ky chahti hu ye ni jana aapne...kash aap aise nhi hote to aaj meri zindagi aisi nhi hoti..kash me itni majboor ni hoti, kash mene aapse kabhi pyaar kia hi na hota kaash me aapse mili hi na hoti...
She said painfully..her silence, the pain she was carrying in her heart was finally out.. tears falling from her eyes continuously..she was frustrated that even today he didn't wanted to change even Today all he cares about is himself..

On the other hand her words peirced his heart..he felt someone was stabbing him continuously with sharp kinfe and he couldn't breathe..
Dropping her hand he looked in her eyes..

Ani- tum mujhse itni nafrat krne lgi mishti..apni khamoshi me tum mere liye ye sb dabaye bethi ho mujhe andaza nhi tha.. anyways now i know...

Bon- yes I hate you, i hate you for making me feel this way, i hate you for always manipulating me into guilt as if I am the wrong person..but I'm not you are...aap glt h aapne Jo kia vo glt tha..meri feelings ke sath khilvad kia h aapne, mere pyaar ka mzk bnaya h aapne..sach to ye h ki aapne mujhse kbhi pyaar kia hi nhi agr kia hota to meri Khushi aapke liye mayne rkhti..
She said dropping on her knees sobbing her heart out.

Ani- SHUT UP..JUST SHUT UP
Tum hoti kon ho mere pyar pe swal uthane wali Han..me janta hu mene agr zindagi me sbse jada pyar kisi se kia h to vo tum ho...aur kya kaha tumne tumhari Khushi.. i tried to give you every fucking happiness in life WHAT ELSE DO YOU WANT ME TO DO..
He shouted they were finally having confrontation both of them desperate to make eachother understand their point of view..

Ani- mana me bht bura hu..mana mene bht glt kia h but mene ye sb kiske liye Kia bondita, tumhare liye, hmare liye, qki me tumse pyar krta hu... I can't share you with anyone else I can't tolerate you sharing your love and giving it to some random fucking guy...yes I am insecure because I know how easily anyone can replace me and how special you are..i did that because everytime I saw you with him I felt that you are going far away from me that he will snatch you from me..i am ANIRUDH ROY CHOUDHURY i was never in my life scared of anything but for once I was scared mishti..i was, i am scared of loosing you...
WAS THAT MY MISTAKE
You have the audacity of doubting my love God damn you...
Mere pyar par ungli uthane se pehle khud se pucho tumne hmare rishte me kitne efforts Dale..tumne kab mujhe important feel krvane ki koshish ki..tumhe Mera gussa dikha meri insecurity dikhi mera pagalpan dikha..par kya ek bar bhi tumhe Mera dar dikha, kya tumne janne ki koshish ki mere andr kya chl rha h..kya ek bar bhi tumne mujhe pyaar dikhaya..

Bon- kya mene hmare rishte ko bchane ki koi koshish nhi ki, kya mene aapse pyar nhi kia?
Ye kehna chahte h aap..
She shouted in equally raised voice

Ani- nhi..tumne mujhse pyaar zarur kia but mujhe kbhi apni priority nhi bnai..kabhi mujhe smjhne ki koshish nhi ki..kabhi mujhe aisa feel nhi hua ki jese me tumhe khone se darta hu jese me tumhare Bina ni reh skta vese tum bhi nhi reh skti..
Janti ho kitni takleef hoti h mujhe jb tum aise behave krti ho jese me exist nhi krta...jb tum mujhe dekhti tk nhi par kisi or mard se bate krti ho...
He said vulnerably

Bon- iski wajah bhi aap hi hai..apne mujhe khud se dur kia, aaj isliye aapki jgh me kisi or se apne Dil ki bate kr rhi hu...aap kese bhul gye aap mere sakha Babu bhi the..sirf aapko takleef hoti h ky me kitni akeli hogai ek hi pal me ye nhi socha aapne...mere sb kuch to aap hi the na..
She cried
After a moment he said

Ani- i am sorry..sab glti meri h..bht bura hu me..is that what you want to hear to chlo ye bhi man lunga tumhare liye...Aaj jo tumhare dil me tha tumne sb bol dia.. thankyou so much bondita das
Now get up..
He tried holding her arms making her stand on her feet..

Bon- don't touch me
She sobbed removing his hands from her
All anirudh could see was red..his anger knew no bound..

Ani- or agr abhay ne tumhe chuha to..
He said gritting his teeth..he didn't forget that little terrace moment of theirs..when bondita was in his arms, his hand on her waist...

Bon- to
She argued

Ani- to me use mar dalunga, or fir tumhe bhi..

Bon- kyu
She said little scared with his dark eyes staring right into her as if seeing through her soul

Ani- kyuki tum shi ho ya glt, aansu ho ya khushi, tum chahe dard ho ya dua, chaht ho ya nafrat, jo bhi ho jesi bhi ho sirf meri ho bondita...
He moved his hand towards her face

Bon- mene kaha na mujhe chuna nhi..
She warned

Ani- tum meri ho isliye tumhari zid bhi meri h, tum mana krogi to me nhi chunga..par kisi ko chune bhi nhi dunga..
He whispered scaring her to the core..