Lockeria

Land Without Rails

"At the same time. You came and I become more and more infatuated with boys. All seemed crazy for me."

He said, "you do sound like a lunatic."

"See, this is why people don't like you." She continued, "you act like people don't care to you, but we are. Please understand."

"Now you're talking nonsense." He shrugged her.

He decided to left her when the time hits 1 AM midnight. And the birds were gone. The kids went to dreamland.

"You're weird." He said when she always clinged to him. All the pain ran through him as it was the jolt of thor's hammer. The pain of suffering and kindness.

People often misunderstood what the true meaning of sadness is. And this is happening to him, not knowing that the she was sad deep inside.

Not knowing, the reality is dark evermore.

He decided to give her a chance, just this night, to fix everything.

As the moon shine brighter, the wind breeze reminded them of the bitter emotion between them.

The hate relationship like no other, when she decided to leave him alone back then.

Suddenly, he realized that she is a lunatic. She belongs to a crazy house. With every blabbering she said, he wanted to shut her mouth up.

It was nonsense. Never thought that deep down he always loved her.

Back before all that trouble, there seemed a ray of hope. When they were small and lonely, when all bets was none, he truly loved her.

Now, the relationship ashtray, and they continue their walk through the another station.

People went by, some drunk, some panicking, some stayed. And she went and buy a liquor, until he also joined and buy a soda.

"Tell me, why do you really do this?" He asked.

"You'll see later."

And through their walks, finally they reached their destination. It was an airport.

She said that she wants to go away from everyone. It was really a facility. And his thoughts weren't futile.

"I apologize to ask you to join me in this. I just want you to know that I will miss you." She said.

"Hey, you know. Be safe, okay?"

"Ha, bye!" She replied with a wink in her eyes. Reflecting the tears that ran down suddenly when she left him. And the boy with zero tolerance with human opened his heart.

Since he is always kind and loving in the end.

Even now, 20 years later, when he rememberred that one amazing night with her, he often think. Is she alright now? I wonder. The train scattered across the land without rails. And the meaning across it, is what made human happy for all time.

Immediately after she left, he just realized. It was the first time he don't get a sleep in a night.

He felt discomfort, but at the same time, some kind of achievement has been got.

As he walks through his locker, he found a pendant, where there are photos of him alone. So many.

He smiled and realized.

What a crazy girl she is.