I didn't think he would ever love me. I always thought my feelings would never be reciprocated yet here I am, sitting in his lap, kissing him. I never thought he would be the one to initiate such a thing, but clearly I was wrong. I just wish he would've told me his feelings sooner. Maybe then I wouldn't be so surprised about it. Maybe then I'd get time to process it. The guy I had been in love with for years... finally loves me back, and I just can't wrap my head around it all. I keep wishing he would've told me, but I know that just isn't his style. It's not like Johnny to say how he feels. He'd rather show it.
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Falling for the boy next door
RomansaTW: Ab*se (Chapter 3), Sexual content, possible self-h*rm, possible e*ting disorder, etc. A girl from a broken home, and a boy with too much time on his hands have been best friends for a while, and slowly things start to become more intense.
