Believe It's Destiny

Chapter 5 (The past is my Future)

Previously

I entered the house closing the door behind me, I felt so overwhelmed being around anyone. I looked up at the ceiling before falling down to my knees. "Noona, where are you. I miss you, I need you to hug me and tell me it's ok. I need you tell me what I did wrong so I can fix it. I was a horrible little brother, I know. I was too broken to attend your funeral. I'm sorry, all I want is to see you one more time" I cried my heart out before receiving a call. A call I'd never get. "Hey, Chim. It's dad can you meet me at the hospital. I think it's time you know" My dad said before hanging up.

I speeded my way to the hospital afraid of what I'd find out. "Hey son, over here" I heard my dad call out. He looked fine so what did I need to know. "You know when you were 15 your sister passed. I know you said you never wanted to hear about her again but-"...."And I meant it dad. I don't want to hear another word about her." I said getting up ready to walk out.

What he said next made my heart stop, I felt like my world was crashing at the same time I felt happy. "Jimin your twin is alive!" He blurted out. "You said what" I said quietly with my back still turned towards him. "Jimin, Je-Min never died in that accident. Your mom wanted me to lie about it. She had things over me. I can finally tell you. Jimin I am so sorry" He said as if I'm supposed to forgive him. "FOR 6 YEARS YOU'VE LIED TO ME ABOUT THE PERSON WHO LOVED ME MORE THAN MOM! The person who cared for me." I yelled at him breaking into tears at the end.

Why did this have to happen to me? What did I do to deserve this? "Take me to my sister" I demanded.
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I still couldn't believe it she was alive. I sat in the chair next to her bed. She was here in the flesh, looking pale as ever. "Dad why" I asked when I saw him standing in the doorway. "Jimin it was mom idea, I never wanted to hid it. I am so sorry" JI couldn't believe what he was hearing. "YOU CHOOSE YOUR DIGNITY OVER ME, OVER YOUR KIDS! YOU HAD YOUR CHOOSE" I had every right to get this upset about this. She was my twin sister. "I don't ever want to see you again." I never get so much betrayal before, it hurt. "Jimin-ah" A voice said weakly. "Je-Min, I'm so sorry. I really am, I love you so much" I did this. "Jimin-ah, I forgive you. I never blamed you." She spoke weakly.

The nurses entered the room checking on Je-min. "Tae, CC" Jimin called crying. "What's wrong?" Celcia asked with worry. "She's alive. Je-Min survived" I sobbed. I've never felt this much pain and guilt at the same time. "It's my fault, I killed her and I almost killed Taehyung." I cried. "Jimin I'm alive, you're my best friend and I promise you that I never blamed you and she did either." I heard Taehyung from the other side of the phone.

I hung up the phone since they were gonna be here any moment. "Jimin" I turned around hearing a voice. "Jungkook" I cried as he held me in his arms. "I'm so sorry this happened to you." He kissed me. I swear he left me on cloud nine I almost forgot about Lisa and every bad thing that happened. "Umm guys we're here but we can leave if you want." CC said walking in on the us kissing. "Jungkook don't you have a girlfriend" Shit I forgot about Lisa. "It's fine we talked about it." She said after entering the room. I felt bad for Lisa. "I'm so sorry Lisa" I gave her a hug. "It's ok, I understand he has that effect on people." I'm glad she didn't hate me.

"Which one of you is Jimin" The nurse came out of my sister room. I tried to read her face but I couldn't tell what she was going to say. "I am" I stood up walking towards her. "You're sister is going to be ok, she might forget some things like her name but other than that she should be fine and remember everything else." I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Even after coming out of a coma after 6 years she would be alright. Taehyung ran up and hugged me. "I told you she'd be alright" Je-Min and Taehyung best friends I had only gotten close to Taehyung a few years after she went into her coma.