My baby

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I haven't been anywhere as of yet. I already was dressed and decided to put my hair up in a ponytail. My appointment was in 20 minutes and I did want Tyler to be there with me because, I didn't want to be there by myself and I needed a ride. I never have liked to drive because, my anxiety sometimes get the best of me. Not a lot of people seemed to understand that.

" Why is there always fucking dishes in this sink? Alyssa, I know you're pregnant and shit. But, that isn't excuse for you not to do anything around here. You could've cleaned this shit up earlier. " I heard my mother complain from the kitchen.

" I don't know. All of that stuff was clean and put up last night. " I sighed.

" You're a lying whore. I should've aborted your motherfucking ass. You're not even trying to do anything with your life but, staying out all night drinking and getting high with your dumbass friends. Now I have to go up here and talk with your teachers because, you're failing in just about everything. " She yelled.

I didn't say anything back. It was no use in me doing that because, she would always act like this when she been drinking. I just have to not let it get under my skin. She slammed the front door as I heard her getting into her car driving off. Around this time, I had gotten a text message from Tyler. He was outside already waiting on me.

I had got up checking on my baby sister, she was still asleep in the bed. I quietly closed the bedroom door and got my things that I wanted to take with me this weekend and locking the front door. Tyler seen me with my things and got out the car to help me put them away. He opened my door and I got in, he closed my door making his way to his side of the car getting in closing door and cranking up the car. We drove off into the distance as I think about the argument I had recently had with my mom.

Depending on how I feel, I might not come back until, our relationship gets a little better. But, I seriously doubt if it could even be repaired at this point.

" Is everything okay? You look a little down today. " He asked.

" No, I just had a big fight with my mom and I don't know if I can even go back there. " I explained.

" Do you want to talk about it? "

" No, T. I just want to focus on us right now, I don't really care about that now. It's irrelevant and pointless. "

" I just don't like to see you crying and shit. I fucking care about you and really wish I could take you away from everything that is, only if you want me to. "

" It's just a lot of stress on me right now. "

" I know. So, Why am I taking you to your appointment and coming in the room with you? Usually, you always go on your own. "

" I just need you here. All of my friends are fucking busy and it's important that you're here with me. "

" Oh. I hope everything is alright. "

" Don't worry. "

I was currently in the doctor office waiting to be seen. I still haven't told him that I was pregnant yet. All I mention to him was that my period didn't show up like it was supposed to and that it could be because, I've been very stressed out lately.

The nurse came in along with the doctor while I sat in the hospital gown with nothing on underneath just to confirm what I already knew what was going on. Tyler seemed to be really nervous, I guess because, of the possibility of me being pregnant and of course, he knew that it was partly his fault.

" We got the results back in and it turns out that you're indeed pregnant. Almost a whole month to be exact. You guys must be excited about hearing this? " The doctor explained.

I sat there with my hand in my lap thinking to myself of how was I going to raise this baby? I had a little money saved up but, it was only for an emergency. Well, I guess this is considered as one. But, I needed to start back working again. Which was going to be hard.

" I'm just as surprised as my girlfriend is right now. When is she supposed to come back for the next appointment? " Tyler asked.

" In a month. For now she needs to not be stressed out and start taking some parental vitamins if she isn't already doing that. "

" Okay. We'll come back for the next appointment. " I said.

They walked out of the room making sure that I knew that I need to check out before leaving to schedule the next appointment. I started putting on my clothes and eventually sliding my feet back into my shoes as we walked out back into the waiting room and eventually got into the car driving back to Tyler's house since, my place wasn't an option right now. I didn't really feel like being around my mom right now since, we had the argument earlier. I figured that maybe after this weekend, She wouldn't be as angry with me and everything will almost be back to normal or so I thought.

" How long did you fucking knew about this shit? " He asked.

" I didn't even want to tell you at first because, of how you would probably reacted. I'm just as surprised as you are about this situation. " I replied.

" I don't even know what to believe anymore. "

" You're the only one that I've been having sex with. Who else would be father of this child? "

" I don't fucking know. You're acting like it's not even my child. Keeping it a secret and shit. Were you planning to get rid of it behind my back? "

" Fuck no. "

Tyler grab my hand, interlocking my fingers with his. He looked directly into my eyes right before he gave me a kiss.

" Shit, I'm sorry Alyssa. I didn't mean anything by what I said earlier. I know that you wouldn't ever do anything like that. It's just that I have this bad habit where I don't think before I say things that might hurt other people's feeling. "

" It's okay. I think I'm about to go for a walk to just clear my mind. "

" Do you want me to come with you? "

" No. "