Tw Sexual Assault, Rape.
(Third person pov)
In one of dark alleys filled with gangs and criminals was an unpopular bar. Inside the bar were only two man one very muscular the second one realy unhelthy skinny talking at the bar. A around thirty years old woman with blonde curls and a young teenager whos whole body and one eye was wraped in bandages. All of them were complitly drunk and even if it was late night none were coming back home as they didn't remember where it was or didn't even have one.
(Dazai pov)
I was having fun drinking alcohol and talking with a beautiful lady next to me. She told me hers story that she had two kids and a husband but she cheated on him and he took the kids and the house. She then started to curse on the husband and saying under her nose that it was his foult or something. I didn't realy care so I just nodded at her every word. Then, she asked what my life was like I obviously couldn't tell her the truth so I just smiled and said that I runed away from my home becayse my parents were shit and I didn't like going to school. For some reason this made her laught, I was so drunk and my head hurt and out of all this dizzyness I just started to laught together with her.
"Heyyyyy"
Said the blonde woman laying her head on the on the bar counter. I looked at her and asked what's up.
"Wha-hic-what's your nameeee?"
She asked through a hiccup it sounded funny so I grined a bit and answered.
"Dazai why~?"
I squeezed my eyes and put my hands under my chin.
"Dazaiii..."
She said lengthening the word, I tilted my head and waited for continuation but instead felt something on my thigh. I looked down and saw that it was the woman's hand.
"Hey.. Are youu a virginn?"
I lifted my head back and saw that she was fidgeting with the buttons of her shirt.
"Hehe no I'm nottt~~"
I said it but the true was that I still was a virgin, after all I'm just fifteen years old so it's pretty normal. But I throught that she would lose interest if I told her this. For my misfortune it made her even more interested and horny.She stood up, I didn't know what's happening so I just sat in my seat and observed what will she do next. After standing up she walked closer to me and seated on my lap, it was kinda weird but I didn't do anything to protest.
"Soooo if you arent then a quick number with me wont make any difference right?~~"
I looked at her my face was smiling but on the inside I was panicing and didn't know what to do. Am I suposed to say no or just let her do what she wants? She is very pretty so I guess giving my first time her wont be so bad, but... I don't want this... Your suposed to enjoy sex and I for sure am not enjoying myself right now.As I understood this I also understood that I nees to somehow get away from her so I tried pushing her off of me. Then she saw what I'm trying to do she tightly squeezed me with her arms and we both fall to the ground.
I lifted myself a little from her and started massaging my head because I hit it while falling. I didn't get to do it long though for, the blonde woman took my hand and placed it on on of her breasts. I was trying to take it back but she was realy strong. My hands started to tramble a bit because the woman started to scare me. Now I was just histericly trying to take my hand back, the woman didn't even flinch instead she grined and with her other hand made her way to my pants. I stoped trying to get her my hand back then I understood that there's no point as she ia way stronger then me.
Blonde started to unzip my pants and I just watched as she did it trembling and in fear of what will happen next.
"I-I LIED I am a virgin!"
I squeaked out in a pitch voice, thinking that maybe she will come to her senses and stop understanding that I'm not ready for this. But then she smiled to me and said that I am very lucky then, because I'll have my first time with a beautiful women as her. I wanted to protest more but she lifted her head and forced her tounge into my mouth. It felt so gross that then she freed my mouth I immediantly vomited on her shirt. I felt horrible but maybe this will make her grossed out and she will lose interest? Sadly no.
"Aw! Thisss wass my favorite shirt fufu~... But well if it's so dirty I better just take it off righttt?"
My breathing started razing and horified watched as the woman took off her shirt she didn't had a bra so she was now half naked. This made the two man next to us interested and they started looking at us most at the woman but at me too.
"Hey boys~~ You want to join?"
The woman under me asked, I with my whole soul prayed that they will say no and luckly this time world was kinda kind to me because they said they prefer watching. Weird kink but I'm thankfull that they have it.While I was thanking the two man inside my head the woman got out from under me and insteas sat on me. She did it so fast and skilfully that I didn't even realize that she did it until she was already done. Now it's the end for me I can't do anything exept somehow endure it.
The woman raped me for a long time and eventualy just fell asleap from exhaustion. Then I heared her snor and realized that she's asleap I almost started crying from happines but my eyes already hurt enough from all the crying so I tried to not to. After collecting my thoughts and calming down a bit I pushed the blonde woman off of myself I did it very slowly as I was scared that she would somehow wake up and continue to hurt me. But she was asleap real hard so she didn't, I stood up from the ground and looked around the bar. The two man were already gone, the bartener wasn't there from the begining what I found weird but then I remembered that the door of this bar were devastated so it's probably not even an active bar anymore.
I put my clothes back on and with my whole body hurting come out of the bar.
For a while I wondered where I am suposed to go now, I didn't want to go to my "house" but for I didn't had any other ideas I just sighned unhappy and started hobbling in the direction of my shipping container.1337 Words
Age, gender or mental state does not justify anything If someone sexualy assaulted you, they are a bad person and even if everyone should know this there sadly are people that doesn't and for exemple think that someone being a famele or someone being the same age as you is justifying they're actions, but it does not. If anything similiar happened to you please try reaching out for help and I hope that you will get it.This chapter was a bit short but I'll make a special bonus chapter where I'll just make this woman sufer.
Bye bye.
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