Hate that you made me fall in love.

Cigarette daydreams

My mom violently throws open the curtains as an attempt to wake me up which worked sadly. I slowly slide out of bed and head downstairs. On the table lays pancakes and fruit I eat my breakfast and start to get ready. I put on a small black top with some gems on it and some beige cargo pants i force myself to make my way over too my make up table and start doing my makeup. My phone chimes it's a message from my best friend Isabella. The message reads, "I'm on my way over. Btw sorry I'm forcing you to be in the car with my brother." I sigh as I read the last bit of the message. Ryder is her brother and we're practically enemies. He's always been a bully to me and never really liked me ever since I started hanging out with Isabella. I guess he just thing I'm a bad influence or some shit. Yes I smoke but I've never forced her too smoke. That reminds me as I pull out a pack of cigarettes from my jacket I was wearing yesterday. I also grab a lighter and light one quickly before they get here. Me and Isabella have been friends ever since we started high school. My phone chimes ones more. "We're here!" I quickly put out the cigarette on the ashtray on my bedside table and grab my backpack and head down stairs. "Have a good day sweetie." My mom calls from the kitchen. I open the door and head to the white Mercedes Benz parked in my driveway. "Hi Evelyn!" Izzy explains from the passenger seat. Ryder groans a little just by the look of me and probably the stench of cigarettes on my clothes. The car starts to move towards school. Ryder is the type of guy that is always buried in a textbook all he cares about is his grades he doesn't want a girlfriend. I don't think he's ever even had a girlfriend except a one night stand. He's apparently never smoked before which to me it's pretty believable like have you seen him he's not got time to even think never mind roll a joint. We surprisingly arrive at school sooner than I thought we would. Me and Izzy get out the car and head too Lucas. Lucas is our gay best friend but if you took one look at him you would think he's straight than a twig. He runs up and gives us both a hug. Lucas has never really found a boyfriend to stay with for a long period of time. Well yes he's met people on tinder but they didn't really mean anything they were mostly just a quick sex fling. "So how was your summer!" Lucas says in an excited tone. This normally means he's met a boy that he obsessed over and then they break his heart. I some what feel sorry for him but me and Izzy have told him many times that boys on tinder are not worth it. "He's not from tinder this time guys I promise." He says like he could just guess from the look on our faces. "Where did you meet him then." I say in a sarcastic tone. He hesitates for a few seconds and then finally responds, "well that's the thing I haven't met him yet. We met on Snapchat." Oh typical Lucas always has something strange going on. We don't speak about it for the rest of the time we have before class starts we mostly sit there gossiping and giggling at peoples outfits. The bell rings to indicate it's time to go to class. "I can't believe we're not in the same class!" Isabella says with a pout on her face. I head to my lesson with a teacher that I've never met before. I walk into the room and who's fucking face do I see obviously it's Ryder's. Why me? Why me lord? The teacher tells me to sit next too him. When could this day get any worse!

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It's been 5 minutes and we haven't said a word too each other. Thought are racing through my mind. Like should I say something or should I not. We don't like each other so I know it will be a bit awkward but the silence is killing me. "Hi" I mutter underneath my breath hoping he didn't hear. I turn my head slowly and I can see his big brown eyes staring at me. A rush of hot air come splashing over me. I try to stay composed but the eye contact is making me nervous. I quickly turn my head. I cant still feel his eyes on me. Then big beautiful brown eyes. The bells rings once more interrupting my thoughts I'm glad it did it brought me back too reality. We hate each other why am I feeling like this...