Meant To Be Together [Muichiro X Tanjiro] (demon slayer)

worry

Muichiro  P.O.V

Another day, not another slay, instead another mental breakdown, well I wasn't the one who had a mental breakdown, Yuichiro had- we both have different types of mental breakdown, I'm the one who screams and swears and Yuichiro laughs like a fucking psychopath and swears, our neighbors often ask if everything's okay and me or Yuichiro have to explain, it was early in the morning and someone knocked on our apartment door, ,,annoying neighbor" I thought, I got up and walked completely sleepy to the door, but it wasn't one of our neighbors, it was Tanjiro and I directly woke up by seeing him and I quickly got nervous because I have to explain the psychopathic laugh now- ,,uh Muichiro or Yuichiro?" He hesitated,,,Muichiro" I yawned, ,,ah good! I wanna apologise" he looked down, ,,huh?! Why so?!" I asked slightly irritated, ,,because of yesterday, Yuichiro was annoyed because of me and I think you were annoyed too because your smile looked so empty" he answered, ,,ah that was nothing, I just did this because Yuichiro actually don't want me to be friends with his friends, you know?" I smiled, ,,oh I understand" he nodded nervously, ,,and anyway, you shouldn't visit us that often" I hesitated, ,,and with not often I mean so like never" I hesitated, ,,why so?" He tilted his head and before I could answer we both heard Yuichiro psychopathic laughing through the closed door, ,,because of that" I sighed, ,,is he okay?" He asked slightly worried, ,,yeah he is, you shouldn't bother him, that's his type of mental breakdown, laughing like a psychopath and swearing" I sighed, ,,is this happen often? And what about you?" He asked, ,,so like we both four times a week" I shrugged, ,,but you're not harming yourself, right?!" He asked in a shaky voice, he was noticeable so much more worried about me, it was cute and it made my day, I just smiled warmly, ,,no" I lied, ,,you're lying, am I right?" He sighed sadly and I panicked, I didn't wanted to make him sad! ,,sorry for lying but I don't want you to be sad, but you really don't have to worry about me, I'm fine" I smiled, ,,you're definitely not fine when you're harming yourself" he said, I was speakless at this moment but suddenly he asked something I totally didn't expected, ,,what do you think if we go to the park?" He asked suddenly, ,,why so?" I tilted my head, ,,I think it would be better for you than hearing this four times a week!" He said and like he said we went into the park.

Tanjiro  P.O.V

Me and Muichiro were in the park, sitting on the gras, we talked about school, he only has home schooling, that's kinda weird, Yuichiro goes to school but Muichiro doesn't- suddenly he started picking flowers and put them in my hair, I was slightly confused and he just smiled warmly, closing his eyes and just kept picking flowers, ,,um what are you doing?" I laughed a bit, he didn't answered and just kept putting flowers in my hair. ,,is that his way to show how much he likes me?" I thought, with my side eye I could see Yuichiro giving me a death stare and then walked away, ,,is he jealous or something like that?" I thought.

He still put flowers in my hair but he noticed no flowers were around us because he already picked all flowers around us so he stood up and started picking flowers somewhere else. Suddenly Zenitsu came and sat down next to me, he just looked at me confused, ,,why do you have so many flowers in your hair?" He asked confused. ,,Muichiro put them in my hair" I smiled, he just looked at me with a disgusted look, ,,what's wrong?" I asked, ,,I don't know, he's kinda weird" he hesitated. ,,huh? Really? You think so? I think he's funny and kind, not like Yuichiro talked about him" I smiled. ,,and you shouldn't talk about him like that, he has a lot of problems" I said.

Yuichiro  P.O.V

I'm kinda upset with Tanjiro, he's spending too much time with Muichiro, I'm scared that I might lose Muichiro and he will leave me... maybe he don't notice but he's really hurting my feelings... he doesn't spend time with me anymore and he's really acting different when he's spending time with Tanjiro, he looks so happy, a other kind of happy. When he's with me he's happy because he has fun and when he's with Tanjiro he's happy because... he's happy... only Tanjiro's the reason why he's happy... it's different... when he's with me, he makes himself happy but when he's with Tanjiro... Tanjiro makes him happy... I don't make him happy... but he does... does he even like me? That's something I think about sometimes-

As longer I think about that so more upset I become, I tried to think about anything else instead of Muichiro.