Meant To Be Together [Muichiro X Tanjiro] (demon slayer)

panic attack

Yuichiro  P.O.V

,,now you know it, and as if I would let you be his boyfriend for free, ha hilarious!" I laughed sarcastically and closed the door and as I wanted to return to Muichiro but as I turned around to see him I saw him sitting up, gasp for air but for some reason he couldn't get air into his lungs, technically I saw him dying, ,,MUICHIRO!" I yelled in fear and immediately run to him, sometimes he hallucinates and his brain says he's in a dangerous situation, he's probably remembering how our parents died and thinks he's right there, ,,MUICHIRO THAT'S NOT REAL! YOU'RE NOT IN DANGER!" I yelled and aggressively shaked him by the shoulders, ,,that's no use... it won't help..." I thought, ,,shit, shit, shit, what should I do?!" I thought as I panicked, as suddenly Tanjiro stormed into our apartment, ,,I heard you screaming what happened?!" He screamed also in fear, ,,he has a panic attack, I don't know, he remembers our parents and now he hallucinate and thinks he's there!" I yelled.

Tanjiro  P.O.V

I know what to do while a panic attack, ,,get a thin but warm blanket!" I said as he already went to get one, I quickly went to Muichiro who just collapse on the ground, I hugged him tightly and he just kept gasping for air, ,,try to breathe, deep breathes and slow breathes" I said, stroking his hair and tried to calm him down. Suddenly he held my wrist, I didn't mind it but as suddenly he squeezed my wrist so bad that I heard something breake, as I looked to the floor I just saw Yuichiro standing there with a blanket, just staring at us with a face full of fear also a very shaky breath, ,,don't get a panic attack too!" I yelled, ,,what should I do with the blanket?" He stuttered, ,,just cover him tight with it!" I said.

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After a while he calmed down and fell asleep in my arms while Yuichiro just sat across where I sat at the ground and it was an awkward silence until he spoke, he didn't liked the fact that he fell asleep in my arms, ,,when you're leaving our apartment I'm gonna follow you and kill you in a dark alley" he said, breaking the silence, ,,who was the one who was scared as fuck just a few minutes ago?" I teased him, ,,don't blame me, I've never seen this before, he never had a panic attack before just... a few other things..." he hesitated and looked at the ground, ,,which things?" I asked, ,,it was only one time but..." his voice became shaky, ,,he lost control over mind and body, he was out of control, broke my arm... and a few things more..." he got tears in his eyes, ,,why did that happened?" I asked, ,,well... it was a big argument" he sighed and calmed down, ,,I see, anyway why is that blanket so heavy?" I asked randomly, ,,that's a therapy blanket, it's supposed to heavy" he answered, ,,then why is it supposed to be heavy?" I tilted my head, ,,if you're covered with it, it feels like someone's hugging you because we are lonely, well Muichiro's not gonna be lonely anymore" he explained but sounded annoyed at the last part and I just laughed awkwardly because I knew he was meaning me.

He just looked at me with an annoyed look on his face, ,,you're technically dating him, both of you were crushing on each other for a while now" he sighed, ,,for real?!" I stuttered, ,,yeah, I know it's unbelievable" he sighed with no hope, he was technically mumbling, ,,why are you so down?" I asked confused, ,,I'm just done with my life" he sighed, ,,I believe that" I laughed, ,,anyway, do you really wanna stay? If he wakes up he will immediately will breake into tears you know?" He tilted his head, ,,there was something with your parents, am I right?" I asked, ,,yeah we both don't remember but he remembered, I don't know how but he did" he said, ,,I'm wondering what happened to them" I hummed, ,,me too-" he said in a bitter tone and nodded.

After a while talking we decided to put Muichiro on his bed and let him sleep and rest and we went into the kitchen, ,,do you wanna eat something? Just an information, we only have microwave food" he said, ,,no need, I will eat later" I shook my head, ,,boring" he sighed. Suddenly Yuichiro got a notification on his phone and he got a message from Zenitsu?! ,,wait you guys actually chatting? About what?" I asked confused, ,,I don't know, he keeps sending me things and well I reply" he shrugged, ,,ah I know why" I chuckled, ,,huh?! Why? Why!" He asked slightly irritated, ,,nah nah, don't worry, I think you will notice it someday" I laughed, Zenitsu's keep trying to understand him and I think this is going to be his way.