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Lelani POV

I felt so stupid, i made the damn first move! Wtf was i thinking?!? So many thoughts roamed my head. The bell to first period snaped me outta it. I grabed my phone and txted chris late telling him i had to leave.

I was walking to class getting ready to tear up. I never felt so unwanted!! Unless maybe i was unwanted but my dumbass did some dick move😔. I walked in class seeing tht sebastian wasnt in the seat he sat, witch was nxt to me.

Jay looked at me and smiled but i just stared and kept it moving. Sebastian didnt show up for the rest of class.

Jays POV

I saw lelani come in, but she wasnt happy?? Why?? I tried to smile to her but she reterned it up my ass. I watched her sit down and we found out we had a late ass sub. She gave us free time but i chose to check on lani.

When i came twords her she was crying softly and said why in a wispering voice, multiple times. I honestly felt bad. If she was crying i wonder what the hell sebastian looked like. He aint no sensitive nigga, but whare the fuck he at?? Why the fuck he not here??

Me: lani?? U good
Lani: (sobbing)
Me: lani help me help u plz
Lani: (sobs and manages to crack something out her voice) i did something stupid and now sebastian is gone! He left me he ran somewhere and never came bck😭😭
Me: what did u do?
Lani: i felt in the mood and idk what came over to me but i leaned in to kiss him!!
Me: (feels bad but angry she likes my bro and not me) im sorry lani...
Lani: it wasnt u😭😭
Me: (feels bad for pushing him into her this would never happen if i didnt) just plz come and chill with us.. Dont let my brothers weirdo ass get to u.
Lani: ok...

Lelani POV

i chilled with evryone but i still felt some typa' way about tht sebastian thing.. It kept replaying in my head. All i could think about was where he might be or what he might be doing. Most importantly was he feeling anything or did he just SHRUG it off??!

Class was finally over and i grabed my things and walked to my classes. Soon the day was over and i was at my locker. I felt a tap on the back of my shoulder. I didnt know who did it but they sure did have the audacity to come here and get my attention. I turned around to see who it was.

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A/N:
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