Ū & Î (JadenDrosa|sebastian|& maybe Malak fanfiction)

I rlly dnt wanna hear it

LelAni POV

Chris droped me off at rivers house, and i went inside. I saw sebastian laying there.. His face was a complete mess his knucks were dried with blood, and the wall had a whole in it.

I felt bad but tht wasnt gonna show threw my anger. I started grabing my things properly when i heard a quivery voice, and i knew exactly who it was.

Sebas: p-plz dnt g-go..(voice all shakey)

I kept walking because i rlly dont wanna hear it. I grabed took hold of my things to embrase him grabbing onto me. I could feel the sence tht he would do it.. But he didnt! I wondered why but i kept going so it wouldnt show.

Sebas: lani plz (voice cracks a little into almost crying)

I dont know why i did but i turned around. I have always been a sucker for tears..

Me: what?!?! (Yells a litle)
Sebas: plz...
Me: plz what??? (Give him the stank face)
Sebas: d-dnt l-leave me (he started almost braking down)
Me: Give me one reason ( feels bad but doesnt show it)
Sebas: i can give u a million..
Me: then go ahead. (Takes seat)
sebas: i.. I dont kno ware to start.. But u kno wat im sorry i said what i said to u and ik its what i say... But uts because i dont wanna loose u.. Lani ur my everything my one and only sence day 1 and i cant loose u. I mean look at me im a complete mess and u were only gone for a night!! Lani i love i and ur right... I havent been so loyal to u an-(GCO)
Me: SO U CHEATED HUH?!? (Yells)
Sebas: NO I DIDNT!! I meant about other things..
Me: better so continue..
Sebas: other things and ur right i havent been completely honest with u.. But im coming clean for our sake.. Lani. I.. (Stutterz) i-i smoke weed.. And thts why i came home high.. We all been doing it cory had us hooked. Then he tried to make us sell it.. And thts whT i been getting the money from.. Ik its fucked up i didnt tell u but i didnt want u to think of em as a crak head or pot head what ever tht shits called cause im not.. I only smoked it when i couldnt or knew i was doing something wrong and ill promise to stop lani but plz dont go!!

U said nothing i just nodded fiddleing with my things..

Me: why didnt u want to tell me?
Sebas: cause i...-(GCO)

I cut him off by kissing him. I wasnt tryna but something got to me.. Soon we were kissin in movement to eatch other. He pinned me instantly on the floor. I knew exactly ware this was leading. I pulled away from the kiss and looked away.

Sebas: what? (Bites lip)
Me: just cause i excepted ur appologie doesnt meAn sex first day (Looks at him seriously then see's the bugle in his pants and smirks) u wanna control tht? (points to it and smirks)
Sebas: oh. Damn.. Yea
Me: (pushes him off leaving him hanging) oh and sebastian?
Sebas: yea?
Me: promise to stop the weed?
Sebas: i promise
Me: if u lie to me say bye bye to all this (gestures to bodie goods)
Sebas: damn.. FINEEE (😫 says like little kid)
Me: (gigles)
Sebas: (grabs by waist from behind and hugs tightly and rocks back and fourth for a WHILE)
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A/N:

Was it good? Spent all day working and editing it!! So is lani just gonna forgive him? Or will she take time? Is u rlly interested?? Or wha??

~thalianna🇵🇷💯🌴💙🌺