Loser 😍🦶(Cola losers fanfic) (Edd x Eduardo)

8- Hidden feelings

-I'm exhausted...- The man laid in his bed and decided to don't bother about his feelings, past or whatever anymore, at least for today so he drank one of his sleepy pills once again. He woke up hungry but he didn't care for it at the moment. Eduardo looked through the window, looking at Edd in the kitchen, eating a bowl of cereal alone, petting his cat that was the only one that was in his same room.

Of course the Hispanic first thought that touching an animal while eating was something really dirty, but he didn't let that thought stay for too long. He felt pity for him, even if he wasn't doing something too special, his face could tell his feelings. Edd didn't like being lonely, or at least in that moment.

Suddenly Mark knocked the door
-Is anything alright Eduardo? You haven't got out from your room in a long time...-

He opened the door, finding out what his friend was doing and let out a sigh

-I want to talk with you...-

Mark sit in his bed as the Hispanic was slightly embarrassed, trying to get excuses for himself

-Is there something you want to tell us?-

-What do you mean? I was...-

-Edu, please stop it.-

-EXCUSE ME, WHAT?-

-Calm down!- Mark pressed on the man's shoulders

-I'm sorry for interrupting you. But I think we should talk about this... I can't simply play dumb and pretend everything is good at all. Jon may be stupid but I am not. You may not like this but you are my friend and I just want to help...-

The green man just deeply inhaled

-Fine, go on.-

-I really hope you don't get mad at me for this but... What's up with Edd?-

-He seems acting like the usual... W-What do you mean?-

-I think you aren't understanding me...-

Eduardo realised what was going on and got red by the embarrassment.

-I can't believe you think I'm... You know... What's wrong with you?!-

-I know, I know. But can you be honest? I mean look at you, you never stopped talking about Edd since we were kids. Even if it's for ranting you seem so obsessed with the same talk. Even when he wasn't in our lives anymore it's always him. How are you going to excuse yourself this time? You cried for him, you were looking at him some seconds ago! What else am I supposed to think?-

Surprisingly, Eduardo didn't rage or anything, he stayed quiet while analysing the words

-Are you okay?- Ass face asked

-You really think I am... That?-

-Yeah, I do.-

The Hispanic man started to suddenly cry, surprising Mark, he never saw him cry in that way, it seemed like a devastated crying, not a rage or impatient one.

-What am I going to do?!- The man said in tears

-I'll never please my parents...- He continued

-What do you mean?...-

-Look at us, in this small house... It wasn't what they wanted for me. They expected me to be rich probably, successful, what I got? A tiny house! Even EDD'S HOUSE IS BIGGER! But at least I tried to get a girlfriend to have kids, marry and that stuff parents always expect you to do. Didn't work either. And now I am alone, but I thought I could get another girl... NOW ARE YOU TELLING ME ALL MY LIFE I HAVE BEEN CRUSHING IN A GUY?!-