Okay so i thought i would give this stupid thing a try. After the pharamedics took harry away from me, i found a note on harrys bed, "sorry, sorry for everything. sorry for the pain i caused, sorry for the tears that fell, sorry for the loss. i couldnt do it anymore, i could not play happy anymore i just couldnt. when you read this im probably already death, but dont worry lou, we'll meet again. someday when your time comes we will be reunited and happy. happy." i cried my eyes out that day, the last few days actually. my world has completely fallen apart, i can't eat and let alone speak properly. i havent spoken to anyone these past days, i mean whats the point? The boys forced me to go to this dumb psych to talk about my feeling but no im not ill so im not talking so she came up with this. we havent discussed what is gonna happen with one direction yet but im not doing it, we are NOT one direction anymore without my baby. my baby. oh how i miss my baby, my precious little baby. gone. just gone in a blink of an eye. im done.
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100 days
FanfictionEveryday for a hundred days the famous Louis Tomlinson will write his feelings in his diary after one of his closest "friends" die, Harry Styles. After the tragic loss Louis is recommended to do so. Read and find out the mentall journey Louis goes...