People around me say im losing weight, guess they are right because i havent been eating properly lately. whats the point of life even? Why do we life like whats so fun about living exactly nothing might as well die. ive though about cutting today and i have to say it sounds quitte attractive to me but i restrained my self. 1 year and 2 months ive been clean, all thanks to harry. i know he wouldnt like me doing it again since he was the one who stopped me. it feels so nice, the cold metal slicing through your flesh, the blood running over your arm, getting the pain that you deserve. but no i controlled myself for harry, everything for my babyboy.
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100 days
FanfictionEveryday for a hundred days the famous Louis Tomlinson will write his feelings in his diary after one of his closest "friends" die, Harry Styles. After the tragic loss Louis is recommended to do so. Read and find out the mentall journey Louis goes...