Who Squeezed The Lemon Into Her Eyes?

part 3 (final)

Suu Linn lives in an apartment with the other girls from work. She doesn't really talk to the  other girls.

To be honest, the other girls don't wanna talk to Suu Linn. A girl like Suu Linn is what people don't want in their life. Like she's the primal source of negativity.

But she doesn't really care about them, she just wish that one day, a meteor with a size of half the Earth fucking hit the world and kills everything living things in it.

But sometimes she envys their stupidity. They are all having fun ‌together all the time, making  jokes about work, talking gossips about the supervisor they hate, listening to K pop songs. A depressed heart broken downer like Suu Linn  just couldn't match their energy.

So in Suu Lin's world, she is all by herself. In a darkest space with no one's around her.

There's one thing about the community in Yangon. It is that no one gives a flying fuck no matter how much you're suffering. Everyone's in survival mood here.

Everyone is so tired that they could even kill just to get a seat on a bus way home from work. Everyone is trying to get out of this country like it is a fucking nightmare.

Suu Linn looks up to the sky and she can't see how beautiful the sky is anymore. She can't see how pleasant it is to see the little birds flying across the blue sky .

When did her life become so ugly? The ability to see the beauty of it has already disappear in her. Days and nights can be lonely as hell, she is basically living in a void.

There's a solid in her chest, she can't get rid of it and she can feel it is growing every seconds.

She have been feeling for a long time like she is suffocating under the deep water. She can't scream for help, she can't get out of it. Something is pulling her under, soon she will be in the deepest darkest place. Everything is horribly silent. She's scared.

"Help"

She whispered.

But nobody heard.

***

The owner of the apartment is calling the police. Some of the girls are crying. Some are still in shock. They didn't know her really well but still they feel guilty and scared at the same time. Some are already thinking about moving to another apartment. The owner lady of the apartment looks really disappointed.

***

Life gives everyone lemons sometimes.
Some people can turn those into lemonade.
Some people can't handle it well.

People like Suu Linn. When life gives her the lemon, she couldn't handle it. Next thing she knows,  It has already gotten squeeze into her eyes.

But who to blame?

Was it herself?
Was it her parents or her boyfriend?
Or was it the society?

The answer is... well, you'll never know.
That is the god-damned mystery of life.