I run up stairs and take off my suit, dry off, put on some new cloths, and cry my eyes out. I think about every thing my mom said and get really mad... she shouldn't have died... I shouldn't have been born... I... I would have loved her... and so would my parents...
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After getting some of my feelings off my mind, I head down stairs. My dad is down stairs too and I don't want him to know I was crying. I still kind of am. I sit down on the couch and grab my Xbox controller. After turning it on, I hear the notification sound.
I look and it says ''enderxDimonds is online''. He is my best friend and crush so I invite him to my party. I grab my head set and put it on. He joins and we talk about games and Xbox, but after a while I decide to tell him what I heard my mom say. We are really close so I know he will be there for me.
''Oh my gosh. I'm so sorry, Miranda.''
''its ok.'' I tell him... even though I know it's not. As I'm talking to Corey, everyone comes in from the hot tub. I quickly say good bye to Corey and turn off my Xbox. I stand up, grab the jacket I threw on the couch, and the shoes I left there when I got home from school that evening. I head out my sliding glass door and run to my tree house.
I clime up and lie down. My tree house is pretty small. It's only made out of like 5 boards. As I sit there I get mad and sad again. And realize I should stop thinking about it before I do something stupid.
So I focus my head on the grass, the leaves, and the sticks. After looking at the sticks for about 20 seconds my eyes unfocus. When I realize they have about 5 seconds later, I shake my head and blink a lot because my eyes hurt a little. I go lift my hands to rub them and I feel a stick hit my face. I look down startled and see the same exact stick I was looking at on the ground in my right hand.
( Well this is my chapter two! I hope you guys liked it! I will probable update sometime every day. Well ... bye!)
