Ever wonder how it would feel like to be finally free, from those terrible mishaps of your life, the relentless torture and the upcoming depression? Do you ever feel alone, isolated, lost and hurt? Do you remember the time when your mother's eyes slowly closed right in front of you for the last time? Have ever missed the father you lost?
I still remember the day when I met him. My love. My husband to be. My abuser.
I still remember the way he said 'Malissa I love' - those three words made me think that the world was going to melt away into an abyss of erupting happiness - I was the only girl in the world. I thought he was my so-called 'Mr Right' but truth be told he was nothing but the thick fog that haunts my calming dreams to hateful nightmares.
I couldn't stop. I couldn't ask for help. All I could do was watch my life slowly drain away as I spent every single mili-second with him. I was trapped; caged in with a black streaked being - forever unfix-able. It was like I was the only one but I knew he couldn't be faithful - he just dumps and hurts but he decided to keep me for his own games.
What have I done so bad that made me deserve this? Did God, the Almighty One, hate me so much that he wanted to watch me suffer slowly, to watch me try and commit suicide? Why is what I ask every time when I'm alone. Why me?
It all started that day when I truly discover who I really was...
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A Feared Relationship
RomanceShe's been abused by her past. She's been through too much, she's been through the undeniable force of a love she thought that was meant to be true to every inch of her heart and soul, hate and loss and yet she hasn't lost faith in finding Mr Right...
