Style (stan x kyle) dude you're not a failure..

13- make a wish

TW-talks of afterlife and death

"Shit you fucking scared me" "Wait how much of that did you see"  Stan cringed

Kyle laughed "umm enough to see you screaming at broken glass"

Stan sat back on the bench, covering his face with his hands out of pure embarrassment "ahh mannn" his voice coming out muffled.

Kyle took the space next to Stan, before speaking

"I don't care if you need to scream at broken glass to let your rage out, I just watched you smash your alcohol, I'm actually more happy than anything" Kyle smiled reassuring Stan.

Stan chuckled as he uncovered his face

"I hurt the people around me kyle , you, my mum, Kenny. I don't want a repeat of events, I needed to get rid of it because if not I'm scared I'll.. I'll begin drinking again making everything worst, I can't help myself.

Kyle watched Stan, he looked so fragile and small all of a sudden, Kyle's heart broke seeing Stan in pain, it's hard seeing someone you lo.. shit Kyle thought.

Shit

I fucking love Stan...

Kyle thought forgetting Stan was currently right next to him

"Um earth to Kyle" Stan chuckled

"Shit sorry w-was thinking" kyle stuttered, screaming at his self in his mind for making it so obvious.

"Stan you're already on the first step to recovery, you've seen the effects of that shit and you've gone out of your way to get rid of it. You're stronger than you think dude" kyle spoke softly, turning to Stan before smiling.

"I never thought of it like that, thanks Ky" Stan said while admiring the sunset.

That damn nickname is going to be the death of me Kyle thought, before also looking up at the sky.

The dull blueness of the sky began to disappear, as large glowing clouds of orange took over, hints of pink and purple quietly revealed themselves in the tiny gaps of the clouds. It looked so peaceful.

The two boys stared in silence, feeling nothing but comfort and peace, wishing they could stay here forever.

"It's peaceful you know" Stan quietly said "death, it's just dark and silent but in a comforting way not the way you'd think, it sounds terrifying but you're at peace"

Kyle replied "it does sound peaceful.. but what about the people you love, I'd miss them"

Stan looked down thinking back to when he was in the hospital bed, and could hear Kenny and Kyle

"you can feel their energy, the love they have for you, the anger, the sadness you can feel each and every one of their emotions, you can hear every word they say you just can't see or speak back.."

Kyle half smiled "that sounds slightly better.."

he lied Kyle was in fact absolutely terrified of death, even Stan didn't know this.

He was terrified of him and people he loved dying, the thought of never seeing a person that means so much to you ever again upset Kyle. A lot.

He just wanted to be surrounded by the people he loved forever.

Eternity even.

"I'm glad you found me.." Stan whispered before turning to Kyle and smiling gratefully.

"Me too Stan me too" kyle replied quietly thinking back to that day again and how he thought that was the last time he was ever going to see Stan. He winced at the thought.