Style (stan x kyle) dude you're not a failure..

36- not my home

I watched as my home town disappeared, out of view

we were on what seemed like an endless loop of road.

Tears began to form, as I took in reality.

How long do I have to stay here??

As my thoughts wondered my eyes began to get sleepy.

"Get up"

"Hmm what?"  I groaned still half asleep not knowing what's going on

"We're here"

Oh yeah I remember my family sent me away to a shitty psych ward, I recall.

I stood up and jumped out the van.

I looked at the boring white secure building in front of me.

it looked like a prison

"Through that door" the man said

I rolled my eyes at his lack of emotions, Craig and him would get along.

I stepped in, observing my surroundings

Plain like the outside, just like I expected

I was bought to a room, where two nurses asked me questions and did an assessment, I don't really know what for

I was feeling overwhelmed

One of the nurses told me the rules and how things work around here

And let's just say I don't think I'm going to like it here..

I was given plain white trousers and a long sleeved shirt to wear.

I'm not allowed to wear my own clothes because they can be a health hazard??

After all that fuzz I was escorted to a white room, I heard the door lock behind me

"Um does that have to be locked?"

"Yes."

God these people are like brick walls

I looked around

a mattress in the middle of the floor, with no sheet and a very thin blanket, I'm going to freeze..

Everything was anti edges, it was all curved

The window opened the tiniest gap and there wasn't even a curtain

There was a tiny room attached to this room, no door

I peeked in it was a mini bathroom, not a luxurious type at all it looked like one in Prison.

I laid down on the pathetic attempt of a bed and cried

I cried and I cried

I don't even have a phone to talk to my family, though I'm pissed of at them for sending me here.

In the corner of my eye I saw a movement at the window of the door, i looked up to see a nurse just staring at me.

I'm never going to get used to this.

I didn't even know the time, there was no clock in here, it was beginning to get dark.

The nurses screamed from the hallway "lights out"

I feel like a child.

"AHHHHHH" "shhhhhh" "BEEP BEEP BEEP"

What the fuck, I sat up rubbing my eyes letting them adjust to the light shining though the blinds on my door.

The noise continued, it sounded like a scene out of the horror movie.

I attempted to peak out my blinds, all I could see was one crazy looking guy laughing like a maniac. While a nurse tried to shush him