𝐈 𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐃 ✓

chapter 19

- AZAIL -

As i stepped into the room, i saw her.

I saw Mila.

She was laying on the floor.

Pool of blood around her.

My heart stopped for a second.

"Mila!" I rushed towards her and crouched next to her.

I turned her head to me.

No.

No.

No.

There was a bullet wound between here eyes.

No. This was not happening.

"Hey, Mila open your eyes, baby." I pushed the hair out of her face.

Her face was pale and cold.

"No, Mila wake up." I took her in my arms.

"Mila, i came back. Please wake up!" Tears started to form in my eyes.

She was going to wake up. She'll be fine.

I hugged her tighter. Her blood soaking my
t-shirt. Soaking my hands.

Her blood was on my hands.

On my hands.

Everywhere.

I'm going to save you Mila, don't worry. I promised you i will.

"I bought you the blueberries. We're going to make the cupcakes. Please, just wake up." I caressed her face.

"I even brought you your favourite flowers. They are in the car."

I was crying.

I was sobbing.

My voice was trembling.

I couldn't even feel my heart.

I couldn't feel anything.

"Mila, baby. Please just open your eyes. Look i'm here. I promised to be back. And i'm here."

"NOO!" I screamed. Over and over again.

"You'll be fine, baby. I'll call for help. Just hold on." I took he pale hand and kissed it.

"We're going to have the date you promised me. We're going to cook the dinner, then make the cupcakes."

Everything was going to be alright. This was just a dream. I was just dreaming. I was sure of it.

I was dreaming right? This was a nightmare. It had to be.

I was going to wake up and Mila was going to be next to me. Smiling, with open arms, waiting for me to hug her.

"I'll take you traveling. We'll visit all of the places you wanted. You'll finish college, you'll start working." My voice was shaking. Tears were falling down my face.

"Just wake up, Mila." I have to tell you so much. I have to tell you how hard i fell in love with you. How much you mean to me.

How every day i planned out future. How we were going to have kids. I was going to buy you your dream house. We would have planted your favourite flowers in the garden.

I was going to buy you everything you want. I just want you with me.

"I love you Mila. I love you, baby. You have no idea how much."

I kissed her hair.

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I don't even know how long i stayed with her in my arms.

I hugged her, kissed her, told her how much i love her.

I was numb. I don't even know if i was still crying. I couldn't feel anything.

I wanted her to wake up.

But she didn't.

My Mila was not coming back.

She'll never come back.

She was not opening her eyes.

Her beautiful eyes.

She was gone.

And i'll never forgive myself.

Double update!!

I cried so much writing this chapter. I had to take couple of breaks in between. I'm still sobbing. 😣