Sniper Mask x Male Reader

I am alive

Hi everyone,
it's nearly been a year since i last updated this story. i'm sorry for that, i was transferred to a new school and had to fit in, wasn't too easy, i also struggled (and still do) with mental health. i actually was clean from self-harm and mostly panic-attack free too, just small one in like a month, but i was doing a lot better than back in 2021, so a lot happened. i actually wanted to work on a new chapter, i have like 500 words and a rough idea, that was in december 2022, then i got a boyfriend, which helped my mental health a lot too, but we broke up in january, because he couldn't deal with the fact that i am polyamorous, bisexual and non-binary, spiralling to male. he still claims he fell out of love, but if i am honest, i don't believe that. i know when he lies so yea.
my mental health is spiralling down since then, i struggle with self-harm and depression again. also somehow regular panic attack, which began in october 2022 when my ‚best-friend' began to tell lies about me and i realised she was only using me. she still owes me about 200€ to the present day. she told lies about me and made my life hell until i had the courage to tell the truth, i don't want to go in detail but my whole class likes me now and hates her. i also found new friends but imma mental health was good, went way down, bit up and now i struggle again. and that's why i didn't post. i was caught up in my stuff.
i know that was uninteresting but i thought you deserve an update.
thank you for all the reads and comments.
love you all, stay safe, don't do cigarettes, please
love y'all
- orion