Dont know anymore (complete)

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they hardly let the guys have visitation. claiming they were doing this and that which I didn't believe one bit. 

I knew everyone guards included had an out for the guys and would do anything to keep them from doing certain things or enjoying certain things. They abused their powers and tried to take the guy's rights falsely.

When the guy's new lawyer got word of it he managed to find ways to get proof before he took it to court and that not only got it to where the guys were allowed visitation but with the false shit being accused so time with be added. the judge reduced the sentencing from a year to half.

when I had seen Jax the first time I noticed he had cut his hair. I figured something had happened and if he wanted to tell me he would. if he didn't want to I'd not pry and question him.

I told him I was in fact pregnant. which he was very happy to hear that his hunch was right.

every time I go to see him I give him updates on how I'm doing, how Abel is doing, and how my pregnancy is progressing well.

Now here I am six months along waiting for Jax to come home. I knew that with what he'd been telling me that things had been reduced more since they'd never gotten into fights after he was shanked. and that the guards that were abusing their powers had lost their jobs.

"excited?" Gemma asked

"very. I miss him so much I might cry just seeing him roll in" I replied

she smiled and wrap her arm around me giving me a simple side hug before he started rubbing my back.

"here they come" someone says

I look towards the gate and sure enough in rolls the guys on their bikes followed by Kip in the roll back.

I clasp my hands together and practically bounce on the balls of my feet as tears fill my eyes while the guys park as they generally do than climb off their bikes, removing their shades and helmets before they go to greet their loved ones.

Jax and I practically make a beeline for each other.

he cups my face and kisses me as the tears fall down freely.

He brushes the away after he pulled back.

"I'm home now. no more crying" he say

"I cant he;lp it I've missed you and your daughter is making me a hormonal mess," I tell him

He smiled and kisses me again before wrapping me in a hug as good as he could.

After we had our greeting he greeted his mom and the others before we headed inside . Jax and I went to the dorm room where Abel was napping and he carefully picked him up and gave him a kiss.

"I missed you son" Jax whispers before he kissed him some more and laid him back down.

I took his hand and lead him back out the room closing the door softly behind me as we headed towards the party that was starting up.