ᴘʀᴏꜰᴇꜱꜱɪᴏɴ / 𝐨𝐭𝟕 / 𝟏𝟔+

20 - missin' you

jimin pov

I was walking down the streets of Seoul, just wandering around. I guess you could say ever since Jungkook and Ha-ri started dating, I haven't been exactly myself. I just feel more down, like something is missing.

I took a seat on the bench and just looked around, I kept checking my phone waiting for a text from Ha-ri. Jungkook is sorta toxic to her, i've noticed that. They were arguing over text about something dumb, I don't quite remember what though. Something about how she shows to much affection towards other boys? but whatever, I just feel so lost without her.

"Hey young lad."

"Huh, oh. Hello?" There was an older man. Maybe in his 80s.

"I noticed you looked upset."

"Yeah. Just been thinkin'" why am I opening up to a guy I don't know?

"Is it a girl?"

"Yeah."

"Look. You look very young, young and handsome to be exact. Now i'm not tellin' you to go chase after whoever she is, i'm tellin' you to give it some time. Either she's in a relationship or not, but you need to wait for her heart to beat the way yours does."

"Thank you for the advice." I said.

"You know," he stood up. "Princess Diana once said ,,If you find someone you love in your life, hang onto that love,," he paused for a moment. "Take that in, and think about it..." he started to walk away.

"I will." I stood up and walked the other way.

Yeah, Ha-ri is dating Jungkook. That will last for however long it does. But he doesn't look at her how I do, i'm only a little bit jealous, cause I could've had her way before he did, but did I take the chance? no. Cause the time was not right whatsoever, and I wasn't really sure if I wanted to be in a relationship at the moment.

I was still very paranoid about losing her, and now that she's auditioning for hybe, that's a huge chance of losing her completely. But I won't let that stop me.

I walked into the connivence store and walked straight to the ice cream cooler. I took a mango Melona and walked around the store to get a drink, I took a stop and quickly hid behind the corner.

"Ha-ri is going to find out, Jungkook. I get that you want the relationship with Ha-ri and all, but you need to tell her."

I quickly grabbed out my phone and started recording. I stood there silently and listened.

"I was drunk, Lisa. That girl means nothing to me!"

"You still cheated on her. It was videotaped, and Kyong recorded it, he has videos and pictures of every time. And i'm quite surprised he hasn't sent it to her yet."

"Lisa. Ha-ri doesn't need to know, it was once, and a mistake."

"Cheating isn't a mistake, drunk or not, it was a choice. And since when did the number change from 3 to 1?"

"It was a mistake."

"How? you did it 3 times, with 3 different girls. And you were drunk the first time and sober the last two. You're close to 2 months with your relationship with Ha-ri. And you did this all within two weeks."

"Can we not talk about this?" Jungkook sounded frustrated by that point.

"Whatever."

I heard Lisa coming so I hid my phone but left it recording still.

"Jimin?" she spoke.

I deeply swallowed and stood there.

"What are you doing here Jimin?" Jungkook said coming around the corner.

"Ice cream." I barely got those words out of my mouth, I hesitated deeply.

"If you tell Ha-ri anything, I swear, you'll never see her again." he threatened.

"O-okay."

Jungkook walked off and Lisa followed him.
What do I do? do I send the video or not? He doesn't deserve her.

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