Teaunna*
After the fight with my mom, I finally saw how she saw it. I didn't realize how I talked to her hurts her feelings, I really don't think about how I talk to her I just say how I feel and sometimes things that I know will make her cry. I'm the only thing that she has and this is how I treat her. I wish Hazel was here to tell me what to do, she always knew what to say when things get bad like this.
God why did you have to take her away from me, I need her . please tell me what I did to deserve this, I promise I'll be a better person if bring her back . I will, I WILL PLEASE GOD.
My thoughts got the best of me so I started sobbing and I couldn't stop. I just kept thinking of that day and how I almost killed myself, oh how I was so close but my mom stopped me. Now that I think about it my mom has always been there for me it's just that it never felt that way. I'm the worst. If I would gave killed myself she would have been happier not having to deal with my shit any more. I ran to the bathroom and got out my blade and just kept cutting and cutting there's no way I could have stopped. But when I did I felt so weak I realized I lost a lot of blood. I fell to the ground I tried to get up but my eyes got heavy all I remember is passing out on the bathroom floor.
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"WAKE UP PLEASE BABY, IM SO SORRY." I hear as my eyes slowly open to see that I was in a hospital bed with my mother over me sobbing, her eyes almost swollen shut.
How long was I here for? How did she open the door I could have sworn it was locked shit, if she wouldn't have open the door I could have woken up! Oh no this is bad. What is she gonna think? Oh mom I'm so sorry.
"She op..open..opening her eyes, baby girl can you hear speak."
But I couldn't all I could do is sit there and cry and cry and cry some more. I tried but all that came out was tears.
"Its ok honey I'm here shhhhhh.."
Nikki*
What have I done, I knew this would happen again I Should have protected her from this. But no I just had to just think about myself and what made ME happy, and time and time she tried to tell me how she felt but I brushed it off. This is all my fault, I let my baby go this far. I see why she hates me, WHY is God taking everyone that I love away.
I don't know what to do, what would I do without her here Lord I need her. If you can hear me.... Please let her make it through.
Hour later****
"Hello Mrs. Brooks."
"Hi Dr.??"
"Dr. Price. Well I'm here to give you some news about you daughter. We've been look over her and testing and I'm here to let you know, sorry this isn't easy for Me to say but your daughter............
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