One shots

Pregnant?

⚠️MENTION OF TEEN PREGNANCY, SELF HARM AND SA⚠️

POV y/n-
It's been a few months since I've been back to school; I still feel his hands over my dirty feeling body; I often play fruit ninja at night when everyone's asleep. Miss Deluca gives me math lesson when I'm down at 19, honestly she's amazing, Jessica often checks in. I've gotten to know her eldest daughter Eve a lot better, she longs to be a firefighter like her mom I've learnt, she's a good friend. Always smiling.
Jess and I sat at the island as I finished some homework Deluca had left yesterday. My fingers tapping like rain continuously as I lost myself in space. Feeling a soft hand swipe mine down flat I land back on earth glancing to see the comforting, pale hand lay before me. There's that feeling again, the feeling of my stomach churning and the taste of acid entering my mouth, sliding up and down my throat. I stood swiftly running to the bathroom, locking the stall door.

POV JESSICA-
I finished the incident report Maya requested earlier remembering y/n left a while ago and never came back. Feeling a little dehydrated I grab a bottle of juice from the fridge taking a sip, feeling it spread throughout my chest. Placing down the pen I still held between my fingers, I slowly start to search leaning my head around every corner. Y/n being nowhere to be found, i softly knock on captains office door.

Maya: "Capshaw?"

"Captain."

I nod, my voice barely a whisper.

Maya: "Anything I can do for you?"

She said swiftly with a hint of concern and confusion. I passed a weak smile resting my hands in my pockets messing with a hand warmer as we stood in a silence. Maya's phone started singing, she picked it up running her eyes between ma and the phone. I nod going to leave. My hand bends the handle opening the door lightly. Im stopped.

Maya: "Capshaw, catch up with me after?"

She raised an eyebrow warningly as I forcefully smiled before shutting the door behind me, walking like a soldier my body collided with something.

"Oh!"

I squeaked shocked temporarily.

POV Y/N-
 
I just cuddle my arms around Jessica's waist as she rested a hand on my scalp and the top of my back. Her arms keep me feeling so safe and steady, like nothing else matters. My eyes sting. My stomach feels empty. My breathings unsteady.

Jess: "Hey sweetie, what's going on?"

Her voice tender. I don't reply, I enjoy being embraced in her arms. Leaning back into her. A phone pings, I release myself from the warm blanket I smothered myself in slowly starting to follow her back to the lounge. We both throw ourselves back onto the sofa releasing a deep sigh in unison, Jess sat typing on her phone. I sat building courage.

"Hey... ummmm..."

I whisper almost silently, her head darted in my direction as her phone her phone dropped to her lap. Paying close attention to my nervous self.

"Jess... I... my..."

My breathing hitched, starting to pick at my nails avoiding eye contact. Her finger softly lifts my red, puffy face to look at her worried, ocean blue, ice like sparkling eyes. They're full of soft concern. My cheek was cupped and I feel a thumb brush against my flushed cheek softly.

Jess: "Hey, it's okay whatever it is sweet girl."

Her head tilted making eye contact with me. I get lost in the iciness radiating brightly.

"I... umm... my periods late."

I blurted squeezing my eyes shut as tight as possible trying to imagine the look on her face.

POV JESS-

My smile furrowed to a from almost instantly, I held onto Y/N's hand squeezing it lightly. Her eyes open slowly as she readjusts to the light filling the room.

"Okay, when was your last?"

I spoke gently. My arm resting across the back of the couch, hand resting on her shoulder. She thinks for a minute before shrugging and resting her head on my chest.

"Okay, it's okay, we'll figure this out,"

I sigh deeply imagining the worst grazing my nails over her arm.  After three calls and five aid car's, carina had finished work letting us all know her day had a horrible day screaming in her native language. I giggle, earning myself a death glare from the captain pulling her distressed wife into a tender hug. I go back to my paper work.
Y/n lay asleep next to me. Finishing, I stand pulling a blanket over the sound asleep girl heading to the kitchen to be greeted with a concerned look from both women. I open a tub.

"Her periods late and she doesn't know when her last was. I don't even remember."

Maya: "oh that poor girl."

The blondes voice full of realisation.

Carina: "has she taken a pregnancy test?"

The Italian math teacher questioned the obvious as the two firefighters communicated with their eyes.

Hiii, finally uploaded another chapter after like 2 weeks. Imma do this in two parts so it's not like super long and you don't get bored of reading half way through. But yeah I hope you enjoyed. The suggestion was from @ErinClough. IF ANYONE HAS ANYMORE THEN PLS SUGGEST BECAUSE I AM STRUGGLING A BIT BUT I DO HAVE A BUNCH IN MIND.