One shots

Nightmare of a day

⚠️ I TRIGGER WARNING!⚠️
⚠️ANXIETY! NIGHTMARES! SELF HARM!⚠️
If any of these things trigger you I suggest you don't read, also please let me know if I missed any. Otherwise Enjoy!

Pov y/n-

I've been living with Jess now for a month, because our days have been so busy we haven't had time to get properly settled so I've been sharing Eves things, her clothes, practically her whole life but she doesn't mind. Today's Saturday meaning Poppy has dance class all day until five and Jo is going to her grandmas. Chris had to go to a conference and Luke had baseball but he was old enough to go on his own, it was eves day to make breakfast so I went downstairs with her.

"What are you making today?"

Eve: "just porridge, nothing special."

She spoke before downing a glass of water. She had Stirred the oats into the milk which soaked into them, i helped by making Jess a coffee and placing a cup of milk where Poppy usually place her tired self in a morning.

Eve: "it's almost ready, go grab mom."

"Sure."

I spoke happily, happy to do whatever she needed. I sprint the stairs knocking on Jessica's door opening it so I could poke my head through, she lay peaceful still sleeping. Entering swiftly to her side I lightly shake her allowing a gentle wake up before giving any information to digest. She sat up.

"Breakfast is almost done. I also made you coffee."

I smile. She nodded, I go to leave but she pulls me back  making our bodies collide causing us both to let out a laugh. Her arms made me feel so safe I just rested in her sweet embrace reminding me of the first hug we ever shared. I was fan girling believe it or not.

"I love you Jess."

I mumbled to her in a tired but happy voice, I still hadn't built up the courage to speak to eve about calling Jessica 'mom or mama' I would probably use both toward her. Letting me go, she kisses my head before I leave to wake Luke. Luke was the grumpiest out of us all in the morning he gets that from Chris I think. He groans as I throw a pillow to his head, I laugh at his lost voice, I run down stairs back to eve seeing a tired poppy sat in her chair.

"Morning pop pops."

I beam a smile to the brunette girl waving at me. With a spring In my step I grab her bowl placing a spoon in it before laying it on the table, Luke and Jess both trail slowly to the kitchen as I sat to eat. Jess smiles at the scene unfolding as Luke sits slouching eating like an animal.

Jess: "Luke eat like a person."

Eve, poppy and I laugh at her tone of voice. Jessica switches on the baby monitor admiring her little sleeping girl before grabbing a bowl and a spoon sitting next to me. As she sat, she rubbed my knee giving me a smile, I smiled back taking little bites trying to enjoy my food. I've learnt that Eve is the best cook out of the capshaw- gavigans. Eve sat opposite taking a sip of her juice.

Jess: "this is lovely Eve."

We shoot each other a look.

Both: "better than yours."

We laugh, her face falls as we keep laughing, soon after Eve and I finished so we put our bowls next to the sink and race the stairs Jessica shouting after us.

Jessica: "BE CAREFUL YOU TWO!"

We both laugh falling on our front as we reach the top, we get up going into eves mess of a room, I admire how much she has finally speaking up.

"Eve?"

Eve: "yes sis?"

I smile every time she call me that. I pick at my finger nails as she has her back to me finding me some casual clothes for the day.